MY POETIC ACCENT

She is a dichotomy

2011-11-11T00:11:00.001+05:30

Sometimes wounds my sentiments,

She sometimes soothes my compassion.

Her small eyes are my life,

But then she slants them in shyness.

She lives in my heart,

But I found her sitting so distant!

She walks through my dreams,

Just to disappear in the early dawn.

Then I feel her in early morning,

I always have some imputation of her aura!

There is a connection;

a shackle between our spirits,

This never allows her to be parted!

But still she is a dichotomy,

Hurting my sentiments and then-

Soothing them!

Color of my figments

2011-11-10T21:14:00.001+05:30

When you were not there to make me strong,

I had a vim and vigor, resembling aimless throng.

In half closed eyes, I felt for your trace.

Yours those winey eyes with that cute face!

Yes! My figments had color of your heart.

We realized our dreams, hand in hand,

And brought about together glories unfazed,

We invented our divine climates of rain,

Then you kissed my lips, made me insane.

My strengths went on moon unshaken!

Now after you, my world looks unshaped,

I still sense you in my dreams, hand in hand.

Our middle-night glories are still sky high,

As if you are inveterate piece of all my sighs.

Yes! My figments have color of your heart.

my unrequited love

2011-11-01T21:42:00.004+05:30

Finally a tear has been fallen on my desk,

Over the book, accounting our love.

A desire was there to meet you once again,

Fancy for hurting myself, one more time-

with only the ignorance of yours, to regain.

Still let me close the paperback,

To lay over, my tranquil head.

Your voice being penetrated through my ears,

Oh my beloved! Yet it is the ultimate respite-

to hear my core, soothing all my fears.

Now I am alone in our love-lorn library,

But It’s not so long when I stopped loving you,

So, come! Whisper the charming lullaby in my ears,

Again, I want to sleep under the shades of my dear.

Distinctly yours,

Paramveer Saini

01-11-2011

tea of success

2011-07-19T02:21:00.001+05:30

When the wit was sleepy,
But studying like a geek,
A heart was thundering hard,
Wondering like the one freak.
To be present-
Amongst most shining stars,
To be on a planet:
fascinating than the Mars.
And then wonder came one day,
When all toil got publicized.
Conquest stood so tall-
as exulting towards new heights.
Then on dread heart,
red flowers of success falls.
And thrilling journey finished-
with the prestigious call.
Having Maggie of joy,
At 2am, I am sitting in our proud mess,
Writing this another story,
enjoying the cup of tea of success.

Distinctly yours,
Paramveer Saini

obdurate taciturn

2011-06-30T00:06:00.002+05:30

Something is there, dark matter,

full of deep staggered meaning.

Particles those are darker than the black,

Devils which we keep buried safe within.

Which we never want to produce,

Vicious ooze which should never exude.

Under the tone of multihued sparkles,

Yes, in the out-coming serene smiles.

A reflection of other side of money,

Simulation to sagacious disharmony.

It is this darkness of egregious soul,

Darkness of a shallow brain’s notion.

Tinted black and shimmering foul,

Wording out our obdurate taciturn!!

Written in association with a potential writer Shilpi Sharma

चाय की एक प्याली

2011-03-08T12:45:00.000+05:30

बनाई थी आज चाय की प्याली एक,

मिठास कुछ कम सी लगी.

शायद कमी रह गई थी बस एक,

नहीं छु पी थी वो हाथ तुम्हारे.

ख़ुशी थी आज सारा जहाँ पाने की भी,

वो भी कहीं नजर नहीं आ रही,

शायद अब नहीं मिलेगी कभी,

तुम्हारे हाथों की चाय.

पड़ा है एक ख़त तुम्हारा,

अलमारी के अंदर सुरक्षित,

लिखा था जिसपे तुमने-

जीतोगे सारा जहाँ एक दिन.

होंगी खुशियाँ क़दमों तले,

कहाँ तुम जानती थी तब,

के मेरी ख़ुशी तो तुम से शुरू होके

तुम्हारे साथ ही कहीं खो गई.

आज स्मृति के आइने ने,

दिल को कहीं कुरेद सा दिया.

न तुम्हारी वाणी है स्पर्श करने को,

जिसके प्रवाह से चलती थी जिंदगी.

न ही वो ठंडी सांसे तुम्हारी,

बनाती थी जो सुहाना गर्म शामों को.

सर्दियों की सर्द रातें तो,

अब सर्द ही रहती हैं.

आज बस याद मात्र एक साथ है,

उस खुशनुमा वसंत की;

और साथ दे रही है बस,

एक फीकी सी चाय की प्याली.

Paramveer Saini

March,7,2011

IIM Essay :2: Judicial Activism in India

2011-02-16T08:06:00.001+05:30

Judicial activism is the concept according to which judges are allowed to have their personal opinion about public policies. Judicial activism is the instrument which can be used to make vacuum between judiciary and executive branch of government small. Judicial activism may comprise:
1. Overturning law as unconstitutional.
2. Overturning a judicial precedent.
3. Ruling against a chosen interpretation of constitutional rule.
Judicial activism prospers in India through PIL i.e. Public Interest Litigation. According to PIL concept anyone can file case on behalf of aggrieved group or aggrieved person. This is contrary to simple case filing where a person files a case when some bame happen with him/her. Some recent issues where Judiciary recently acted are:
1. SC suggested/ordered government to distribute grain under public distribution policy to the poor instead of letting it rot inside godowns.
2. SC ordered government to Delhi to not demolish the night shelters made for homeless people.
3. Recent brawl of appointment of CVC PC Thomas.
The concept of dynamic participation of judiciary incurs faith of common man in this benevolent authority to replace corrupt legislature and bureaucracy. But there are some negative aspects of this participation:
1. Overburdening of courts.
2. It may stains the system of democracy according to which democratic government is based on the each organ of government respecting the power of other.

For the benefit of common Indian judicial, legislative and executive branches must work together in consent.

IIM Essay topic: Legalizing doping in sports in modern times

2011-02-14T00:48:00.005+05:30

Use of performance enhancing drugs in sports is termed as doping. Medical laws discourages usage of such drugs for performance enhancing. Many of such drugs are medically proven remedies like AAA e.i. Anabolic steroids, which are given to broken bones patients for early recovery.
History of consumption of such drugs is quite old but their consumption increased bully during 20th century. On the ground of ethics, uprightness and medical records in 1976, International Olympic Committee first time made them part of prohibited substance list.
But many athletes take these drugs for the purpose of winning the competition and getting the fame.It is always a human tendency to not satisfy with what they have naturally. But when it comes to competing, integrity says everyone should be given a flat ground to run. How can we justify consumption of steroids like Methylhexanamine or Benzedrine in sports where all players deserve equal opportunity. In most of the countries athletes are aware enough now a days about doping and a good athlete never give his or her body in the evil spirit of doping.But in conclusding note,I want to say it is not only the responsibility of athletes but also of their coaches and managements to ensure this type of inequity does not happen
P.S.: Some interesting pages:: 1 , 2
P.P.S.:First hand on writing small essays. Need suggestions.

Roses are still red

2010-12-23T22:13:00.000+05:30

She was beautiful; she is still. Her cerise nails with cerise lips, mannequin figure and a heart of angel. One day she told me about love,”hey Hari! Look these red roses. Love is of the same color, red. They are so cute.” It was the last days of our baccalaureate at DU. She was so good for me. Thinking of her, I buy a bouquet of red roses for Anvesha. The date is 14Feb, 2021. We were in love. India was shining, better than 5 years before when I met her studying high school commerce at DPS. She was intelligent at mathematics. I was good at English. We both got admission at DU, St. Stephens College. The friendship of high school blooms into love of college. Bunking classes; wandering here and there; still it feels like we had our coffee in the same cup yesterday. We shared a great solidarity. She loved to drink on weekends with me and there were times that we had spent unsheltered whole night on roads of South Delhi. She still starts whispering in my ears so many times in winy voice of her. I sometimes watch her jogging with me near qutub minar’s road. Yes she love to ran fast. She was cute and innocent like child and the same time her dreams run to infinities.

One day, she drained me, left me live solitary life. I met her recently in Annual re-union. Her cerise nail polish still attracts me in the same way. White still makes her beautiful, when I see her roaming near Andrew’s gate in beautiful sun of December. She now lives in Philadelphia with his father who runs a chain of restaurant. She studies at university of Pennsylvania pursuing her Business administration studies and is going to handle all the business of her father soon. That’s the benefit to be only one child of parents. Riches here prefer one child now, even though we don’t have strict one child policies like communists.

I still go for jogging with my old friend Parnav and my valentine Anvesha. Anvesha is a chief chef at Presidential office. I met her once when I was for an interview with Mr. President on behalf of Parsaar Bharti on the evening of 26th Jan. It was not a big deal to get Anvesha in my life. Parnav introduced Anvesha Jain,his chief chef to me. We exchanged our numbers and it all started. Today I am going to meet her 9th time; I am falling in love for her this valentine’s day. She too said yesterday love is like roses…….. And roses still red. Are not they?

her eyes, my world

2010-12-04T20:48:00.000+05:30

It’s amazing how much they say,
Make my whole nights in eyes,

Maybe those also remains unsleeping.
Walking over the dark sky,
Where my heart glides.
Yes, those two say so much,
even the words yawning in heart.
And sometimes as holy dove
I hear them singing also,
The divine song of love.
they enchant to lit up my torso.
For the days, I have seen them,
Yes! Her two voluptuous eyes.
My spirit got packed with life,
As if now she stays in my eyes
Neither she log-sleeps, neither I….

PARAMVEER SAINI

12/4/2010

P.S:

naa janey kya keh jati,

naa mujhe soney deti,naa shayad khud hi soti,

kabhi ithlati, nathkhat si machalati,

isharon isharon mein sabb keh jati,

hontho pe jo na aye,vo tak keh jati,

dekha hai jabsey,ankhon mein ja basi.

abb toh bas gai hain aisi ki,

na khud soti,na hi mujhe soney deti....

The fallacy of mirth

2010-10-28T07:00:00.004+05:30

On the cold seashore, running, crushing cold dreams,
cold veins in supplant dark and all my screams.
palm trees , calm trees, squelching the night,
fighting with self, fighting alone, nowhere light.

The blossoms of love, cried, dried, dead,
only sorrows to solemnize my coronation.
Whack of a disdainful pulchritude reigning,
wild, dark post-love are the eyes of a looser.

Your ambivalent lies and my futile truths.
the lines we crossed and you made me strong.
With dearth of love. superfluous hollowness,
strengths were stranglehold, lines got shifted.

My soul, my body, fallen down like dead mink,
the seasons of depart, the moments of hurt.
You standing with face of minx, with saw,
saw of words, curving, slashing my heart.

You left to leave, a hole in my heart,
your last words still groping in some part,
oh, i am still in the fallacy of mirth,
one more time you are filching it apart.

Distinctly yours,
Paramveer Saini
28-10-2010

Kashmir is going wrong but why?

2010-08-20T08:15:00.003+05:30

In the early evening,An innocent girl was sitting in her room and went to draw the curtain.Suddenly a shoot got heard from outside.A soldier shot at something. The girl started screaming.A bullet fired her heart and she was dead after sometime.This is the true story of a girl hailing from kashmir velly. She was not among the stone pelters.she hadn't atempeted any crime.Next day her mother was also among the stone pelters and that's how God knows how many stone pelters got born by security forces themselves. It is not the case many times that some separatist force fuels their emotions,sometimes its the security forces are also involved.I am not getting the idea of being benefited by such protection there which end up harming the life of common citizen of the valley.
Today our world is progressing and so is our country.We are among top growing economies of the world.
in such era,kashmiri youth,who have grown to adulthood under the sounds of troops.They have seen security forces taking their relatives out of the home at midnights.That is how they have grown up but things would not be so sour if acted upon in a good way. Now they want themselves to be a part of the same development.They want employment. They want to be the part of growth of our country.Government of India still treats them unlike people of other states.This will surely make them puppets of some wrong hand on day.

We are applying forces in the region where we should apply the normal laws.
Why don't government apply army to One lakh twenty thousand square Kilometers of area occupied by Pakistan and China? It is the area which belongs to india and we have never tried to get it back.Common man of Kashmir has no faith in army as is seen by current incidents.It is a very dangerous situation and government is still dealing with it as if some doctor is treating a flu patient with medicines of fever or headache. Is not it folly to not treating the root cause?The population there is living in the shadow of fear for the last 6 decades. They have never been the part of mainstream of India and current action shown by them is just an outburst that came out after their fear converted into anger. Flu is reaching at dangerous level.Government need to apply the strong dose of antibiotics. They should treat Kashmir as they do with any other state. Everyone knows who is triggering fundamental forces. Is not the main disease lies in that area which got occupied by Pakistan in 1947? Is not that we apply forces inside Jammu and Kashmir just because we want no wrongdoings there causing by the militants group of Pak occupied Kashmir.It is also the humiliation of power of our army who is still standing in Indian Kashmir and not where they have to be.

3 successful things I did with Ubuntu

2010-08-14T14:39:00.000+05:30

1. install the Ubuntu 10.04 LTS-The lucid Linux as they say it.
download link is given below:
http://www.ubuntu.com/desktop/get-ubuntu/download

2.I tried to connect with Internet with Tata Docomo SIM.It was a quite cumbersome process if you have ever come face to face with 9.4 or lower versions of Ubuntu.but with 10.4 its quite simple one.

step.1: System>preferences>connection manager
step 2. Don't touch anything rather than "mobile broadband" tab.
step 3. Through USB connect Nokia5233 with laptop in pc suite mode.
step 4. mobile broadband>add.Now you will find your phone name displayed here.
step 4. click forward>country(India) and click forward>Choose your provider(Tata Docomo)>select your plan(Internet)

and thats it! it will automatically do settings like:
APN:tata.docomo.internet
number:*99#

now double click on the connection manager icon in the bar that u see at the top-right corner and click on Tata Docomo Internet option.

If you want to be on-line every time you connect your phone with machine with data cable just right click on connection manager icon and select edit connection.
select Tata Docomo Internet and then check the box that says:connect automatically.
To go off-line select click on connection manager and click on disconnect option.

Is not it so simple once you get familiar with this whole process.
I am getting a speed of around 20Kbps which is better than TATA photon whiz I disconnected last week. :)

3.As you have Internet now,you can download any kind of dependencies/.deb files etc required.I have used the inbuilt video/audio players(of-course firstly installing proper decoders for them)

P.S.: I want to make upcoming minor project in JAVA on this platform. I'll tell you people later about that next week for sure.Leaving you people wit a funny picture here:

IIT Entrance Exam Reforms:better coming late

2010-06-26T11:00:00.002+05:30

About 4.5 lakh students fighting for around 10000 seats. Seems like a great skirmish! Even Mahatma Gandhi would have not done so much tapasya in his life that students do to crack IIT. I skipped the IIT entrance exam because I have not joined any coaching institute and I was positive enough that I would not be able to make it. Thats what happen with not only me but many scholars who don't belong to either wealthy class where family can afford good tuitions or as in my case, to a rural background without any awareness about IITs and even AIEEE exams!

In February this year IIT-JEE reform commission was set up under the guidance of Dr. Damodar Acharya, Director IIT Kharagpur and now its recommendations are in front of IIT-JEE council for giving official consent and implementation.The much awaited reforms in the examination patterns will impose following positive changes for sure:
1. IITs were not happy with the abilities of students who got admitted. Most of them join after getting tough coaching in the coaching institutions.They know how to grasp the books but the analytical reasoning and communication skills got nosedived in most of the students.Premier institutions like IITs must be a place for those students who are brighter than brightest in India i.e. there is a dire need of not only knowing mathematical or chemistry or physics equations but also imagination to create something new in the global world and basic knowledge of humanity subjects.Hope the new criteria which will not only consider JEE but also marks student obtained in XII standard. JEE will be more based on analytical reasoning skill based examination rather than current orthodox pattern.It will surely make it possible that only the best will get it.
2. It will make ensure that students attend their school classes regularly as compared to tuitions and coaching classes. School education is very important for everyone whether he/she has to crack IIT or making it to some other graduation course. The very knowledge of subjects other than Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics makes students understand sciences and arts better which is very important in today's dynamic world.
3. Neutralization of the fact that only high heel society children get admission in premier institute is needed for a long time.Hope the new pattern will favour the bright child of a poor or rural family to see the IIT in reality.

I hope the new recommendations get implemented as soon as possible so that the brightest and the best talent gets what they deserve.

P.S.: There should be some filtering plans inside such that if a student is unable to meet the rigor standards of IIT then he/she will get demoted first tier engineering college to any other engineering college and on the other hand students doing good job in any engineering college will be promoted to the first tier institutes like IITs during their graduating years.
P.P.S:About 60 years of IITs(IIT Kharagpur was the first one established in 1950) and not a single noble award winner. Im astonished on premiership of IITs!!

videos download

2010-06-23T17:32:00.001+05:30

This article is for my naive friends who feel it a mind numbing process to download videos from youtube or any internet sites or who dont have any idea.But there is nothing to be worried. main hoon naa!(I am here!). So lets see what you people can do.

Option1:

Go to https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/ and look for following Mozilla firefox add-ons as described in the picture below:

Add-on 1:

Add-on 2:

I am a great fan of both of these yet second add-on sometimes does better jobs!

Option2:

http://www.savevideodownload.com/download.php is a fine site(I am not saying trusted always!)

Another website that can be used is http://downloadyoutubevideo.org

You must have latest JRE version installed on your machine first to use these sites which is freely available through sun microsystems website!

Option3:

Watchout this video :P

So happy video downloading!

justice delayed is justice undone

2010-06-08T15:46:00.005+05:30

Finally a delayed justice came again. 2 years of imprison for the killers of more than 15000 people and demolishers of many generations of Bhopal. Cleary delay in justice and then mockery of justice is an infamy for judiciary in incredible republic of India. After chief judicial magistrate Mohan P Tiwari stated verdict against 12 accused in hush packed court area in the case relating to outflow of noxious methyl isocyanate gas leaked out in the deadly hours of darkness of December 2nd and 3rd of 1984, all punished were out of the jail at a mere bail of Rs. 25000. This delayed justice seems like justice got denied to more than 5 lakh affected people. Neither the case operated on fast track neither a proper handling of case is done in 26th years. In fact, there is still no special law if this type of incident reoccurs. Who is responsible? Today finger is towards the figure that we usually see in courts: a blind statue. But is it sure that this statue just blind; is not it lame too walking awkwardly and speeding like a tortoise; that’s the judiciary of biggest republic of the world!

Indian constitution gives so much flexibility that the treatment under which criminal cases undergoes makes common man having total distrust in the judiciary system. The rich parties even have right to acquire judges too as is seen in one recent Chandigarh high court case. Judges and lawyers have to follow a particular code while hearing of cases which they forget causing delay in evenhandedness which is another kind of injustice. God better knows that if no case would be filed from now, it will take more than 2-3 centuries to give justice to all cases filed as more than 50 lakh cases are petitioned every year! This infinite time postponement and piled up files nowhere provide any rationale. Whether it’s the case of 1991 dalit massacre in Andhra Pradesh or anti sikh riots or godhra riots justice is either delayed or not done(both are the same things, if consider the years of sufferings of people who fights for).

P.S.: Legislation body of India set up a panel some times before in the guidance of Rajya Sabha member, E.M.S. Natchiappan, to see the possibilities of setting up a time frame, like west where if litigant files a petition, he gets the dates in advance indicating the days within which judgement will have to be delivered. I am hoping any result report of this panel to be come out within this century.

BEAUTIFUL GIRL

2010-05-05T09:18:00.000+05:30

U r beautiful

yes,
the one hailing from my dreams,
vanishing all malice inside me,
refurbishing the joviality all around!

Yes,

to me like sunshine,
after a long cloudy season,
holding my hands with warmth!

Yes,

like an angel,
enlightened with shining crown,
coming from heaven,
turning your hand on my fate,
retouching it!
PARAMVEER SAINI
28-04-2010

NIGHT DAYDREAMER

2010-04-28T00:54:00.001+05:30

Every night I remain lonely, thou,
Every night these distances collide.
Every night I feel the new bond.
Every night we hang on phone line.
Every night I propose you.
Every night you agree to.
Every night I feel your aroma.
Every night I feel new breath.
Every night I get under your arms.
Every night I finger your hairs.
Every night nose touches your dimple.
Every night I feel your lips.
Every night I kiss your eyes.
Every night I sense your heartbeats.
Every night I bestow you my worship.
Every night I give you my life.
Every night we get hands in hands.
Every night we spend together.
Every night we fall in fresh devotion.
Every night I feel same wind of love.
Every night I feel you crawling.
Every night your grace becomes my bed.
Every night I do not “dead to the world”.
Every night I coz, become “daydreamer”.

I NEED YOU

2010-04-23T21:12:00.000+05:30

Only at the end of life
I will halt,
So don’t try to push me
If I pause!

I usually become speechless
Still I think
Hence don’t try to tear against me
If I am quite!

Events always saddens me,
Who is happy always?
So don’t throw fake smiles,
Just for my happiness!

I don’t know how to cry
as tears are not part of my life
Thus I don’t need your shoulders
Even at peak of glooms!

Still I need an ally
Indeed like you
Just who will be my side?
Till my ultimate pause!!!!!

PARAMVEER SAINI

P.S.: Dil kyun ye mera shor karey....

Idhar nahin, udhar nahin.....teri ho or chaley!!

Great song from Kites!I just love it!!

A bestial night

2010-04-11T09:00:00.002+05:30

DISCLAIMER: The content of the article contains images not appropriate to the minors.Author's intention is not to indulge the reader into any obscenity.The verses here depicts intimated love and describes other side of author: a passionate person who lives life in full motion!

The perpetual pyromania for twingy night,
stupendously sharp and bestially unhealed.
fraught with yours soft tendering voice,
narcissism apparition with innumerable zeal!

With provincialism to ravage each other,
we going beyond posthumous solace.
No obstacle in-between,exuding holocaust,
mutual gorges like a holy defiled instance!

Moonlight passion,the holy intimation.
Frenzied night and a razing matriarch.
Un-tranced impenitent, concentric motion.
Stupefying sensation and two synergistic arcs!

Jadu chaya hai charon taraf mere,

raat ka nasha had se gujar janey ko hai!
Bikharney ko tadafti hai unki shakhsiyat,
aaj fir ruuh unmein samaney ko hai!!

P.S.:

"Ghum sum shum sum pyar da mausam,aj na dard jagavi!
halki barse badli,sajna duur na javi!"

Rahat fateh ali khan is a maestro and collaboration of sukhvinder shinda makes the song so majestic. A must listen number!!

destiny of my last tear

2010-01-31T10:48:00.001+05:30

It is my Last drop of tears
Disappearing to fall so lonely
Both hands are wet and full
Looking any third to pick it

It is my Last drop of tears
Going away to halt my eyes
Sand will be only after that
Storming through my sighs!

It is my Last drop of tears
Crawling on my poor lids
Looking for you to catch
Going more and more down

It is my Last drop of tears
Is now dropping from eyes
Cheerless in absence of you
It is going to meet the soil

It is my Last drop of tears
Finally getting its destiny
Absorbed by ground finally

Where I have written your name

PARAMVEER

P.S.: I am complicated,without any sadness!

tagged!

2010-01-18T21:58:00.002+05:30

It's been a long era that I have responded to any tag.By chance my friend sorcerer tagged me. Here is the respoce.Sorry for those who are not lucky enough to get reply for their tags. ;)

1. What is your current obsession?
yew........n there are so many yewz

2. What are you wearing today?
I am wearing a thick blanket ;)

3. What’s for dinner?
dinner....oh yeah,its finished!

4. What’s the last thing you bought?
i bought a John Hill jacket at 5999. my math is wrong so use ur bhejaas to calculate its (100-70)%. I know only tag and tag today!

5. What are you listening to right now?
tere naal la ke yari jatt di jameen bik gai!! ;)

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?
diabolical...sorcerer.....n above all he seems to be crazzzy...and my this article is inspired by such a round the bend persona! ;)

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
Disney land!!!!

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer?
Mah phrandz!

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Osama's House, I want to meet him. ;)

10. Which language do you want to learn?
C,java,pearl...............

11. What’s your favorite quote?
I will die another day!

12. Who do you want to meet right now?
My best friend!

13. What is your favourite colour?
kaan-fused!

14. Give us 3 styling tips that work for you.
1) Never watch out grrls IN THE DEPTH when go out!
2)Never comb up your hairs(atleast if you have no hairs ;))
3)Be simple.

15. What is your dream job?
MI6!....007...tan tanda...dhishh!!!;)

16. What’s your favorite magazine?
Its secret yaar, I hate to share bathroom stories! ;).[juss kidding...its competetion suck-s-ass RE-view]

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
hmm...partyyy!

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
who asked this question to geek like me???

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?
Is it Atal Bihari was-payee?

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?
Ghajini..every crazily mad person's must have..;)

21. What are you going to do after this?
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

22. What are your favourite movies?
I like mysteries...like Go0dfather....jam-es bound...actually sometimes i behave like jam-es bond on roads...he is too mad!;)

23. What inspires you?
beautiful girls of MBBS college of my university! ;)

24. What do your friends call you most commonly?
param

25. Would you prefer coffee or tea?
cafe coffee day

26. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
phuck my net connection or phuck my diary with phucking words.

27. What makes you go wild?
there is no difference between a jobless human and a wild life creature.

28. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
here and there...long list....usualy latest top 10 articles of my dashboard

29. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
gajar ka halwa

30. How many tabs are turned on in ur browser right now?
8 in firfox+ 4 in chrome

31. Favorite Season?
season of

32. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me?
glucose biscuite ;)

33. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
I screw them always!I never forget'em!

34. What are you afraid of the most?
yew.......and there are so many 'yew'z

35. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
"look........you need not to bath today"

36. What brings a smile on your face instantly?
crazy people

37. A word that you say a lot?
phuck!

38. What would you do if you were made President of India for one day?
I would like to develop 100 universities like Delhi university!

39. What is that one thing that keeps you going.
my love!....n I have so many loves!...;)

40. Are you still in the mood to study anything else after this?
no.

Rules for those who are tagged:

Respond and rework – answer these questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own, and add one more question to the list. Then tag eight or ten other new set of people.
____________________

I am taking my first 8 people from my followers list to tag 8 other people.
1.parikshit Madan
2.Anushree
3. An ordinary Gal
4. Sugandha Gupta
5. Harshita
6.Shrevatsan
7.Rane
8.Swati

a broken nib

2010-01-16T02:16:00.001+05:30

The atmosphere inside the room had been very suffocating for Meera for last one hour. Haphazard thoughts were striking all through her mind.On the verge of agony, she came out of his room and went over the crown part of the house. Sky was looking more than dark, as if lost in some mysteries unable to resolve. But life is more conflicting than this darkest sky tonight. It was the last fight with Jai. She wouldn't make another fight ever with him,there must be an end of every harshness.

11:30 am:
"i dont want to pile on bt cnt u send 1 smly? :)"
It was her usual way of talking with him and even in the situation of conflicts, they used to send smileys to each other as text messages to somehow show that their love is more stronger than these all uncertainties.
* no answer.

1:00 pm:
"shweetu, where r u?"
*still no answer.

6:00 pm:
"kya tu kbi mje smily ni send karega ab?"
*"i am busy somewhere, talk to you later"

after one hour:
"bta na?"
*no answer.
"thk h :("

after another one hour
"kya koi itney din tak aisey behave karta h?
What's my fault?tel me?
kya tu abi ni send kar sakta smily?
i want smilies
i want smilies
i want smilies
i want smilies"
*"u want smilies.... got now?"

"gandi smilies kyuu bheji.........bta na.
do you want me to flow tears?....bta na...itney din tak!!!"

She was really in tears for the last 1 hours.It was her daily routine for the last one week when he left her.
*"go to hell"
"abi meri sans fast ho rahi h....ek smily mangi thi, i hate you!"
There was no messaging after that.Meera had made her phone in sleeping mode.She used to call it sleepy mode because it neither vibrate no ring on any call or message as if it is sleeping. She always used to do so whenever feel like shattered!
But after ten minutes she again watched her phone in some hope.
"I hate you too.goodbye!"

when the suffering had crossed its limit, every random thought became silent.There was some blood sheds in the garden thereafter near a body with massive injuries over the head and the plastic hut above the backyard was broken like Jai had broken the heart of Meera!

Room was still suffocated by a diary on study table with a broken nib above it and ink splitting on the wall in front of.
jan 15,2010:

11:00 pm I still love you!

P.S.:kuch aisey hi......:(
P.P.S.: I came to one interesting site while searching for picture for the post:
http://www.deathclock.com/ . know your date of death here ;) ;)

out of focus: minor project report

2010-01-10T08:34:00.004+05:30

In the fifth semester of engineering we need to submit a minor project report that we had made during summer training.So I am posting my project report here just to give my juniors some idea and also for those who just love to enjoy not making any project at all and want so called "paki pakai khichdii". ;)

The project is minor and is based on "railway reservation system" and may contain many things that can be added further.

link to railway reservation minor project using core java

P.S.: now you guys know why I am so irregular on bloggers. Its study study study many times.:( Still I would like blogging whenever get time.So support me even if I am so unbalanced blogger :).

my broken days

2010-01-08T10:17:00.001+05:30

Always at night I cry up

I weep without single tear

Holding my broken heart

Inside a broken person

I walk in broken streets

Holding your secrets inside

Secrets unable to tell anyone

Truths that must not revealed

All those fine moments

whilst we were the one

I dont want memorize now

Coz they were all ago broken

Then I see no shadow

Yes! My shadow left me too

As you left me alone to cry

In my dark- evil broken days!

P.S.: AISEY HII KUCH KUCH!!!

the proposal

2009-10-11T07:40:00.000+05:30

let me dominate you on my dreams,

let me ruin myself for you!

let me fall in passionated love,

let me make you witness of my life!

some heavy strongest wire,

softly connected our mutual heart!

never broken,never loosen,

let me make it more strong!

holding your hand,holding your back,

let me dance with you till the sun downs!

laying near sparking water near river shore,

let me kiss you wildly till night longs!

whatever life will be,my dreams may break,

I shall still wait for you my lover!

to again and again dilute myself,

adorably and fully in you soul!

All those dates,those all days,

let me picture in happy memories!

let me make a propose to you,

will you be the witness of my life!

pic courtsey: littlemissromp

25TH POST :) :) :)

2009-10-04T22:24:00.000+05:30

This is my 25th post on this blog (I also used to engrave on my ex.-blog a long time ago and now a day when ever I find nothing to write I copy paste a post from that one to this one :P .Btw ek baar hi kiya hai ye copy paste!)
The best thing about this 25th post is that it is totally time pass post so if you have some other important work then please follow my suggestion and for god's sake, don't waste your time on bloggers :D !!And one thing if you dont know HINGLISH LANGO.Plz don’t read this post. You are not going to understand what you'l to read!!

By the way, "congrats!", koi to keh do yaar mujhe!

This post is not dedicated to any one! This is my blog, main kissi or ko kyuun 25th post dedicate karuun!!Still a small dedication to Ekam who tagged me again (yehi hai bass who tagged me not one but two times iskey alawa mere jaisi irregular species ko kon puuchta hai...hehehe)

So the tag is "Vella - panti .. 'About me' or tag??"

Eku mam wrote 18 points about her personality and now I am going to write 20 points(some points I have just copy pasted or modified from eku ….:P )

1. I just love my name. Even my favourite song is"you know my name" by chris cornell uncle composed for "casino royale" (is par bhi long discussion hogi kabhi). I think its the most sexiest name after james bond in the whole world. And it is. I know it :D

2. I am very jealous. I get very jealous when I see my friend specially best friend talking with his/her another friend/friends even without telling me anything(here definition of anything means that where he/she going? or whom he/she going to meet!?).At that time only reaction remain bitch/kutta kamina!!

3. I am very insecure.If you like me then I would not believe you unless I hear the word "I like you" 100 times.And I cant change this feeling... sorry!!

4. I can make friends very easily now-a-days but to be closer friends you have to avoid situation as discussed in point two! Mere saath chipkey raho and agar mujhe acha laga and apko bhi then who knows hum bhi close ho jayein. Ye close achey wala hai,otherwise India mein log close k kafi ACHEY meanings nikaal letey hain..;).

5. I got many persons in life whom I can proudly say,” you are my best friends.Jo bhi hai bass tu h mere liye.” (I would like to discuss separately in next point about best friends and close friends) and I know they are the best things ever happened to me. Friends I got through my blood relations, friends I got through academia and friends I got through web!

6. AB YEPOINT THODA SERIOUS WALA HAI. As a matter of fact I got 6-7 people who always remain clouded on my thinking. So whenever I meet anyone of them I say ,”you are my best friend”. This is because every one of them is so closer to my heart that if I am with anyone of them he/she come more nearer meeting my heart!
One of my close friends does not believe in best friends. If I see practically then she seems to be right. Everybody has only one friend and that is the almighty itself. And as I do not believe in any religion specifically that almighty is you yourself. No one is your best friend except you as Chris cornel uncle in song you know my name says,” ARM YOURSELF COZ NO BODY IS HERE TO SAVE YOU,ODDS WILL BETRAY YOU”. But I strongly believe in soul mates and they do exist! Every one born as half and there is someone who is other counterpart of you and you have to search him/her. Once you get him/her you will feel complete. I am still in the search of that soul mate!

7. I am a case of shot tirm memory! I usually dont/hate to remember contact number etc. as I think it useless.Mobile hai na!! Then whats the need to remember your contact!! huh???Also if i get some fight with you tomorrow I may meet you next day as if there was nothing happened last day iff(imphasize on double "f") you are my close one!

8. If you are innocent then I will be so with you. And if I find you a kamina person then either I will try to keep myself away from you nai to MUJHE KHUD KO BHI NAI PATA KITNA KAMINA HUUN MAIN!! Another thing is that if I find you innocent and then I find you kamina that means pakka without any complain I will go away from you world.

9. I love gifts. It’s a kind of show off but fir bhi I love gifts! I love to see smile on other’s face on getting pleasant surprise like it!

10. I am old fashioned in many ways but the other side of coin shows me a hyper trendy hot fashioned person. For example if my parents tell me that I must not drink alcohol coz it’s addictive, I will show them no! Alcohol is not addictive. I drank it 2 times and I am not in any addiction (okk! I did commitment to someone not to drink it again and EK BAAR MAINEY COMMITMENT KAR LIYA FIR TO MAIN APNI BHI NAI SOCHTA!!...:P )

11. If I am smiling on you then it never show my real approach towards you! MUJHE KHUDKO BHI NAI PATA KITNA KAMINA HUUN MAIN!(last movie I watched is wanted of salman khan uncle)

12. I am very lazy and very means very very very! Never come to my house without ringing my cellphone(ghar k bahar ghanti khjaraab hai!).Nai to mujhe bhi ni pata what you are going to think about my INTERNATIONAL look. Its 10:15 pm in my laptop and main bina nahaye jockey mein baitha huun subah sey!!Even last day when I was at gym to itni laziness thi that I came back after 20 minutes!Dont ask me whther I studied anything important today or not!

13. You may find me funny in some situation. But if I noticed that you find me funny toh teri to khair nai beta! Itna pakogey k shayad ek baar to you would think to suiside ...hehehe!!

14. I am a very fattu person in college. Without any proxy,I manage to get about 75-80% attendence. Jiss din meri attendence short ho gai to samajh lo no one is going to sit in the exams...:P. Another aspect of the coin is once I go to safe side(75%) and i notice it in lecturers registers then no way k class mein darshan de jauun!!

15. I dont talk too much if you are a starnger and I have no business with you!I can talk my business plus some flirty dialogues if I find you usefull!And I will just talk, talk and talk if you are close to me.

16.I was not that expressive in my life.But suddenly change came and now-a-day some people call me,"tu kuch bhi bol deta hai without thinking whether its going to hurt the another person or not!".

17. My taste of food always change!But one thing for sure,ghar ka khana is irreplasable!

18. I can cook anything(but baad mein you have to clean all utensils...i'l not do that) except roti!

19. I am addicted to these words: cool,hott,dosht,dusht,item,shonumonu,bhindi,kuttey,btw,yippiee.

20. I am addicted to blogging. Not that big addiction but I love to blog! It all started one year back when one of my orkut friend pulkit started blogging. I have not that big aspiration like him to be a writer but I just love writing and poems sometimes!!

21. This extra point is resrved for my latessht picture at chandigarh rock garden.I love photography and photographs.kya main james bond lag raha huun??

P.S.:Thanks for reading this 25th post.I know main kabada kar chuka huun apni be-ijjati ka and also of your precious time.Pehley btaya tha na k mat padhna!!
I hope key next time is blog pe aney se pehley you will think 100 times...:P

GUEST POET::Girish Vashisth aka Gagandeep Sharma

2009-10-04T13:21:00.000+05:30

sotey hain toh sapney atey nahin

tutey jo hain khwaab jatey nahin
khula choda hai darwaja hamney
fir bhi milney log atey nahin
key patthar bhi rotey hain ghar mere
phoolon ney mehekana chhod diyaansu hi bhigotey hain aangan mera
badal ne barasna chod diya

kissi ne toh hamein pukara hota
agar gagan koi hamara hota
itni door na akeley hum chalney dete
bina dhuienki aag mein na jalney dete
sanson ka chalna na abhi band hua
iss din ne dhadakna chhod diya
ansu hi bhigotey hain aangan
mera badal ne barasna chod diya

koi hai jo kuch kehta nahin,
fir bhi bahut kuch sun leta hun main
mere dil ko bhi jinki khabar nahin
kuchh aisey khwaab bun leta huun main
bass pyaas hai ab uss sagar ki
har panghat pe theharna chhod diya
ansu hi bhigotey hain aangan mera
badal ne barasna chod diya

iss thandi pawan sey hai meri ladai
kehti main unkey ghar hokey aii
agar vo dil sey kehtey hain hum dengey saath
to kaisey hui unkey vahan barsaat
bahut kuch sikhaya hai bitey samay ne
abb yuun hi behakana chod diya
ansu hi bhigotey hain aangan mera
badal ne barasna chod diya

P.S.: The poem is a creation of my friend Gagandeep Sharma aka Girish Vashisth, who is a good poet;having his own philosophy about the life!!

CHETAN BHAGAT COMING BACK!!

2009-09-27T21:32:00.001+05:30

Yippiee!!! With his new novel "TWO STATES:the story of my marriage" blockbuster novel writer as NY TIMES say him-'the biggest selling English language novelist in India’s history.', Chetan Bhagat is coming this Diwali.Story is about a Punjabi boy and Tamil girls who are going to marry but love marriage in India is not that instant.As synopsis of book says:

"Boy loves Girl. Girl loves Boy. Girl's family has to love boy. Boy's family has to love girl. Girl's Family has to love Boy's Family. Boy's family has to love girl's family. Girl and Boy still love each other. They get married."

I am very excited about his fourth novel. For more updates about the novel and the prestigious gem author do visit his website: http://www.chetanbhagat.com/
Also he is on twitter with 10k followers!!!( http://twitter.com/chetan_bhagat ) yew rock sir!!!

A lill bit love without wax!!

2009-09-27T11:13:00.002+05:30

The encrypted file has no decryption

that how am I so affectionate to you
challenging to the Bergofsky principle
what my love without wax all through

Courtesy:Plz read "The Digital Fortress".Wrote a long time before, after reading this great piece of art by Dan Brown!Hope to meet my Susan Fletcher soon!!..:P

DISTINCTLY YOURS
WITHOUT WAX!

LAST DROP OF MY TEARS

2009-08-29T01:34:00.002+05:30

Where I have written your name

bhindi v/s kaddu::chapter-2::

2009-08-22T21:35:00.006+05:30

we a bunch of eight friends are enjoying every split second of our training session here in Gurgaon.The best but also worst ingredient of having training session with your other friends is the Isolation! You suffer isolation from other students who are getting trained with you. You have your own friends so you need not to get new ones. And as you have your own groupings, likelihood of making new friends in the training class room tends towards zero.

But, as it is always the part of character of all guys to scan every girl better than USA military satellite, I got my eyes on a girl in the class-room. She had very striking long eyes(as I am using word long, this means some kajal type thing is there in her eyes. And I just love to see them). She had very beautiful black hairs of U-trend held with help of black metal wire clip. I can notice some red pimples on girl's right cheeks and they look beautiful on not one hundred percent melanin free skin of her. Very clear pink dewdrop lips! which anyone can die for. . And Oops!...damn 33-23-35!! I just FIGURED her out on my mind when saw her last day first time.

Today she was in dark blue jeans and U.S. army shirt with matching military colored boyish sandals. I can notice even little things like the desi brand name-campus .I want to notice everything!

And now the most unbelievable thing: this is the same girls whom I met previous day!! Oh my gosh!!and I was imagining local bollywood movies full of such coincidences!

“ajj din chadhiya…tere rang warga…phool sa khil utha aaj din!!.........aggley har janam ch,ehi meri boti banugi,harleen kaur ya jo vi ida na hona! ”

I was just dreaming my heroin standing on the roof of her house and I staring her sitting on a close proximity bench. And then she moves her eyes away from me self-consciously.

Suddenly I felt someone touching my hand
“sleeping huhh?"
“errzgg……no sir,I was just watching on board in front of me!”
Students near by me were gazing at me and I was gazing at facilty!!
Gulati sir, our faculty had given a smile and resumed his class. But I can still feel that humiliation.
After class when I told the reality to my friend, everyone was laughing at me and I am still thinking how this all happened!!

P.S.:Hey by the way,forgot to tell you my name:Nayan Sharma.I am in 3rd year of my computer engineering without any back and my orkut profile says that I am 90%trustworthy,100% cool and 100% stunning!!:)

OUT OF POETIC FOCUS

2009-08-16T23:36:00.001+05:30

1) Head Quarters of Tata Group Called?
Ans: Bombay House

2) India's first steel mill was built by the Tatas. In which year was it completed?
Ans: 1911

3) About 66% of the Tatas' capital is allocated by Tata Sons for which purpose?
Ans: Philanthropic trusts

4) What was the first Indian luxury hotel established by the Tatas?
Ans: Taj Mahal Hotel

5) The Tata group consists of how many companies?
Ans: 80

6) When did the World Bank come into being?
Ans: July 1944

7) Former Name of World Bank?
Ans: International Bank for Reconstruction and Development (IBRD)

8) Which Asian nation was the first to get a World Bank loan?
Ans: India (on Aug 18, 1949 for Railway Reconstruction and Development.

9) Which organisation instituted the Nobel Prize for Economics?
Ans: Sveriges Riksbank (Bank of Sweeden)

10) Who is the first Asian to win the Nobel Prize for Economics?
Ans: Amartya Sen (for his studies in Wellfare Ecconomics)

11) How many women have won the Nobel Prize for Economics since 1969?
Ans:None

source:e-mail

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BHINDI

2009-08-08T09:00:00.002+05:30

Vo ai thi tun ya chand gira hoga jameen par,
ik pyara sa dil liye ik pyari si murat!
hazaar rituon key baad bhi tun hai vohi,
shayad khuda ne fursat mein kiya hoga takalluf tera......

That was you who born or moon had fallen on earth,
One lovely heart being occupied within a lovely face.
Even after so many seasons, you are the same.
Maybe it took a lot of time of god to create you...

ban gai hain ons ki bundein moti,
jab chua hai tere kadmon ne inhein.
or fir subah ka lal suraj sharma gaya hoga,
dekh key chamak chehrey ki tere.........

The dewdrops are converted into pearls
When your feet has touched them.
And then the red sun of early morning got ashamed
subsequent to watch visage of yours.....

khushbuun se teri behka hai gulistan sara
or jal key khak ho gai kaliyan sari.
or kissi shayar ney fir kaha hoga:
key ye nuur na hoga or kissi mein.......

The whole garden gets mad with your aroma
and all other flowers has blister with jealousy
And then a poet thought yet again:
None can get this exquisiteness for a second time

teri julfon mein pal rahey hain sapney mere sarey
darr lagta hai kahin ud na jayein jindagi ki dhuup mein.
na dekha karo kissi or ko in ankhon se abb,
key bas gaya hai abb to mera jahan ankhon mein teri.....

In your hairs, my all imaginings are taking shape
And I am in the fear whether that got dull in the sun of life
How can you see anybody else with your eyes now!
when I had created my whole world within them
DISTINCTLY YOURS
PARAMVEER SAINI
(8th august,2009 )

P.S.:A little dedication to my friend and class-fellow-Aditi Goel. I have prepared this another feminine and somewhat love poem not exclusively only for her but also for Bhindi of my story series as Adi is the co-author upto some extent of that story.We both usually talk a lot about mindset of girls. I prepared this poem at a very fast track.Thought about first line at 10PM;made 1st paragraph at 11:30PM and promised the b'day girl to write whole till the morning and here it was at 1:25AM.I know its not upto that level of poetry but still you have to appreciate me for such fast thinking..:).elsewise i create 1-2 poems per week....:( .

P.P.S.: and don't forget to pour your wishes for my co-author or more exactly critic!!

P.P.P.S: and my friend is sharing her birthdate with Roger Federer!

testimonial to a sister

2009-08-05T00:26:00.000+05:30

This poem is for a very special part of my life. My best friend, a great mentor, a heart that always speak with innocence, a mind which is much intelligent to beat anything if get chance, a cute sentimental expression and eyes you can't forget and one of best critics I got in lifetime.

Geetika its for yew dear,my testimonial for you.

Today, tomorrow and forever
I will be there to shade you in sun
Making you smile more and more
More than before, more than ever
Never trying come closer your heart
But trying to be present within it
Gaining room further and further
More than now, more than ever
2008,09,10,11……years will pass
Don't know when will be goodbye
But you will always be with me
If not as sister,than as daughter
Shiny sinless Chinese eyed face
I will never going to forget
Neither at 19, nor in the future

WITHOUT WAX
PARAMVEER

P.S.:Writing this all in a night full of agony. Missing my family and my sister(Manu) as its Raksha Bandhan today and first time I am away from family for such a long period of more than one month.Feeling like a shattered person who had not gone to meet family just because according to his foolish theory " YOU CAN BE MORE EMOTIONALLY STRONGER JUST BY GOING AWAY FROM YOUR LOVING ONES"..I am really in confusion whether its right or wrong but that's the way it is!!... :(

bhindi v/s kaddu::chapter-1::

2009-08-01T01:38:00.002+05:30

What a stunning beautiful weather! It was just like one more showery calendar day for me. Going back to PG after my coaching classes at NIIT. Ok, should I mentioned just coaching classes?!!?? I also do part time job there! I know those guys give me just some bucks for my damn 2 hours class, but its enough to pay off my all ILLEGAL activities with friends.

I must say not illegal as its just a little hangouts in close proximity malls(the only place we caught at Gurgaon for fun is air conditioned big brand shops and movies),phone bills AND BLA BLA BLA....Surviving in such big city with just a budget of 20K INR for 45 days was impractical for a name similar to me.

I was escaping water as much as achievable. Don't want to fritter away my time washing clothes at hell pg toilet cum washroom. I still committed to memory my first encounter with cloth washing this Sunday when I washed my one jean in half hour. Thanks to Gautam who lent a hand me after-wards and I had learnt to be more rough while washing clothes....Just beat them as hard as you can!

SPLASH!!!
“you m0!h#@ f@#$3r!!Cant you drive carefully? Scrapped my clothes and face.”
“oye helloww!!”
What's that? HE was a girl and the best part was on karizma bike in a fury of about 60km/hrs on that rough road!!
“Its your duty to safeguard yourself”, she moved her head on my side. Hmm metropolitan bitch!!

Fair complexion girl with no melanin on face; wearing a leather jacket; with some bob cut hairs! “cool, is she coming after robbing the SBI bank nearby ?”,I said to myself.
Whatever, being wet suits all girls and she was looking damn beautiful and rock-diva beyond my imagination.

“errjrr....Is it your father who owns this road?”,I was somewhat softer than before. After all I was feeling SOMETHING(yew know what!!) about her inside. But still I should be more softer on that last sentence ;).
“You asshole! Isn't it your fault?”,she just pissed off on someone from a distance while having one hand on her hairs.Thank gosh! Nobody was in the street that time except two of us! OOPS!!Is she really a girl? Then she biked back to me in hurry as if some fireman comes to jet water on fire. By the way, fire had already ignited inside me by that fire-woman!

“oh I am really sorry!”,with some spongy feminine voice she said this time. Still again I was gazing at her not because of her sexy wet face but coz of expressions too!! It was the same girl who puked out that ‘A.H.’ some era before?
Now what was that man! She too started gazing at me back with her gigantically big eyes filled with so much “I wanna F*** with you” kinda feeling. Am I doing shooting of some porno movie? “its ok, miss!”,I replied back. “Hey if you don’t mind you may give your tee and jean to me n take my jacket with you” So sweet! That what happen with some moneyed girls many time:”more money-less mind”!I am just walking on the road at Gurgaon with biscuit and some eatables in my hands and it all means my place is just nearby. Still she is becoming so easy with me. Am I living in some heaven with a hot damn foolish (wo)man?
“I have seen you at NIIT classroom, near the reception room. You are faculty there na? ” Now things were making some sense. I just didn’t fancy for washing those soiled tee and jeans. So I asked her to hang around there as PG is just 5 step ahead. “ok miss, then return it before Friday. This is one of the best shirt of mine and there is some party on this Friday. You know ?” “Okiesss!!.” It was still raining outside and I was talking to her for the last 25 min.
“see yew there! And you look good with set-wet hairs and goggles! Bye”
Ohk! That’s why she was powerless to be acquainted with me from mere distance. I think she want to be some more wet. Is it for me? the whole thing was just more than perfect..surely heaven!! And I was walking in the heaven wearing my black john-player kapree and her jacket!

to be continued........

P.S.:any flaw,lemme know!!
P.P.S:work of fiction with some non-fiction mixed!

OUT OF POETIC FOCUS::1::10 ANIMAL FACTS

2009-07-26T16:30:00.000+05:30

1. Owl is the only bird which could see the color blue.

2. Parrots and rabbits could see their back as they also have eyes at their back.

3. Humming birds can also fly backwards.

4. Butter flies taste with their feet.

5. A male moth can identify a female moth easily even it is a mile away from it

6. Snails have nearly 25,000 teeth.

7. Baby elephants can drink over a 80 litres of milk a day.

8. Lizards are the only living-being which doesn't drink water throughout it's life.

9. Dogs are very friendly with humans than with dogs themselves.

10. In Africa termites are fried and eaten just like popcorn.

Source:group-mail
P.S.:I know i am not that regular anywhere in these days.life is just messed up being a paying guest!But still i give a great thanks to all those who pour-up comments in this space and who have become my followers.I got 28 followers in 2 months and its quite more than what i thought.

P.P.S.:i am going to soon start story-telling here from the next month.working on that!

Dreams and me #2

2009-07-19T12:18:00.004+05:30

FRIENDS FOREVER

Shaking hands with smiling face,

In this fashion, in that fashion.
Every date we meet together,
In this tushan, in that tushan.

Always merry, whole day cheery,
Wasting every penny on each other.
This fun sharing, those cool sharings,
Never carve up hassles of each other.

Sometimes specials come closer too,
Deluges of temptations transpire.
Thoughts of their become piece of life,
Beautiful associations then conspire.

Always weeping,whole time crying,
When we separate for forever.
Thinking to meet again in life,
We say them we friends forever!

Then they soon befall hazy memories,
Then they just come in our dreams.
Shaking hands with smiling face,
In this fashion, in that fashion.

PARAMVEER SAINI

feb,2009

in your memories

2009-07-05T18:51:00.000+05:30

Though eyes want to go dead for world
no sleep,no peace,what this passion
still I want to hold you within my words
not in amnesia, but need your compassion

Giving me pain, laying within me
yours and mine old aged memories
standing within sweet cold breeze
making my heart swing in hurries

When I was living with thrust
you come to drawn me within ocean
drowning me within your first kiss
can still feel your lips on mine

The young morning is arriving again
yet no sleep, no peace in my stares
just want to hold moments in my verse
but without you love!feeling no flair

P.S.: I am busy at Gurgaon,Delhi for training(and discovering new places...hehe) currently and internet is no where economical here. So no condition to access your blogs. Pardon me if I annoyed you. I'll come back in August. Till then enjoy old and fortnight posts.

Distinctly yours,
PARAMVEER SAINI

Dreams and me #1

2009-06-29T19:16:00.001+05:30

yet not life is so apprehensive,

not so clean.........not so with enigma,
not so fancy on which I go naive,
still I view a second life.
a life so bitter like sorrows of bush,
so tasty like poems of mine.
my fellows...my queens,
my family....my real dreams.
all meet me every night,
under my eyes in my dreams.

P.S.:This was the first poem I had written on "Dream" theme and posted @ www.poemhunter.com on 9/7/2008 . Not such a big poem this is. Just posting to initiate the label DREAMS on this blog.

DISTINCTLY YOURS,

PARAMVEER SAINI

CHICAGO

2009-06-27T12:57:00.006+05:30

Last night I have watched the movie Chicago.I have watched the movie second time.When I out looked Chicago first time,I did not like it as it seems to be too girly movie in many scenes. But watching it again was a great pleasure, director Rob Marshall proved me wrong. The whole plot was just fantastic.Especially Richard Gere's performance was one of the best!

STORY:
Roxie Hart(Renee Zellweger) always want to get stage and she spends her nights dreaming about "all that jazz" and wants to be a big star.Fred Cassely(Dominic West) made her to go under "casting couch". After using her,he reveals that he has no connections in showbiz.Drunkard Roxie shots Cassely dead. Roxie is sent to jail where she meets Velma Kelly(Catherine Zeta Jones) who has committed double murder and is currently getting large attention from media.Mrs. Morton,warden of the jail offers Roxie to give services of iconic lawyer Billy Flynn(Richard Gere).Billy was more than a legal lawyer and he always remain in media attention due to his "tabloid darling" clients.Billy just give many twist to story of her and represent her as the "cutest and innocent murderess" Chicago ever had.Roxie and Billy play a lots of trick to get all media attention and finally Roxie and Billy convinces all jury to give verdict to her side.

BEST SCENES:
1."Razzle Dazzle them" song,Gere's tap dance and consequently showing the trial during the last minutes of movie was really fascinating. One of the best scenes i have ever seen.Specially how they use Roxie's diary in the climax was amazing.
2. Pregnancy conspiracy crafted by Roxie was another amazing act in the film.How cleverly she uses her innocent and cute look will make a smile on your face for sure.
3. Billy's intro song "All I Care About is Love" and another song "we both reach for the gun" are immence package in the movie. At last I advice you all to enjoy this movie...a must watch! Imdb gives Chicago 7.3 out of 10.

PARAMVEER SAINI

i would have come back

2009-06-27T09:01:00.004+05:30

Green would have yielded on drought,
if some blood had sweated out.
I would have come back to you,
once if you had called from your spirit.

Heart is not meant for breakage,
but some corner still feels hurt.
No tear comes outside eyes,
but still there is throat puree.
Neither sky no earth was for me,
couldn’t you try beneath me in heart.
I would have come back to you,
once if you had called from your spirit.

Immature sea got gloomy waves,
got lost somewhere Helm of mine.
The more I come closer to you,
distances were more and more grown.
We would have taken hold on the waves,
if I had gotten a seat on your boat.
I would have come back to you,
once if you had called from your spirit.

Then I will return in the spring,
green waves will be out again.
But where I get that buddy at moment,
which will come after you in my square?
Spring would not have transpired the autumn,
if gardener had not cheated me.
I would have come back to you,
once if you had called from your spirit.

PARAMVEER SAINI

image courtsey: deviantart

INBOX THIS WEEK#2

2009-06-22T07:00:00.000+05:30

This is my effort to bring some of latest SMS' that pour into my cellphone to put here in front of you.Hope you will enjoy them and too forward them to show your emotions for nears an dears!
You can also request me what kind of SMS you want to see in this space.I will keep your request in my mind next time...LOVE YOU ALL!!!

PUNJABI:

Jihde layi asin Maran layi si tyaar, Oh kehnde yaar taan mazak karde ne, Jad asin mar ke vi vikha dita, oh Kehnde saade te taan lakha Marde Ne...

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Few mor colors in d rainbo of ur LIFE, Few mor stars in ur nvr endin sky, Huge suces in whtever u try, 2 ur way my wishes always fly. gud mrng. . :-) :-) :-)

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To walk is easy but to walk alone is tough. Being missed by sum1 is nice but missing sum1 is painful. So dont miss any1 in ur life. STAY CONNECTED ALWAYS..!

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Life is too short. So, follow some rules: Forgive quickly, Believe slowly, Love truly, Laugh loudly & never avoid anything that makes U smile.. Gd n8:-)

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BEST SLOGAN SEEN ON FAMOUS BEAUTY PARLOR...dont whistle at d gurl goin out frm here she myt b ur GRANDMOTHER..!!!!

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Evry moment of ur LIFE is a picture which u had nvr seen be4 n nvr which u wil nvr see again.So enjoy n live life & make each moment beautiful!Gud mrng :-)

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HINDI

Aaj bhi unki najro mein raaz wahi tha,
chera wahi tha, chere ka libas wahi tha,
kaise usko bewfa keh du yaaro,
aaj bhi unke dekhne ka andaj wahi tha..

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Easy 2 get som1 who will LOVE U, Easy 2 get som1 who will LIKE U, Easy 2 get som1 who will CARE 4 U, But rare 2 get som1 who will UNDERSTAND U.. gd ñt,tc.....!

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Bell is soundles
Until sum1 rings it,

Song makes no sense
Until sum1 sings it,

Dont
Hide ur feelings

Coz
thy'r not cald feelings until othrs feel it.

HAPPY MUSIC DAY

2009-06-21T08:43:00.004+05:30

"It's not the geography that makes us listen to musicians.... It's their music."

One of my friend wished me today happy world music day.I searched on net about it and here is some info I got:

ORIGIN: In 1976,the idea came into the mind of American singer Joel Cohel. Later on idea was employed by French national radio channel French Musique. On the occasion of summer solstice Cohen offered them all night music celebration.The idea was later on grown by music industry in 1980s to promote the music of all kind and of all languages.

MAIN PURPOSE:

1.) To encourage amateur musicians. So today you can got into your street and play your guitar.:)

2.)Many free concerts are organised to make variety of music of all world accesible to masses.

FOR YOU:
I am posting the trailer from latest Bollywood movie Love aaj Kal . The music of movie is not so original as many tunes I have listened before too but it gives some freshness inside. After a long time I have litened the track on the tune of which I can dance.Music of the movie is going to release on 25th and I am waiting for this!!

book review: of course i love you

2009-06-19T10:45:00.006+05:30

"Imagination seldom runs wild, but when it does, you have a book."

And I must say the book runs very wild!

Those are the last lines of my third novel I read in my lifetime and I must say I read it whole! Even I have managed to escape some pages in between of my first two read outs: "5 point someone.." and "three mistakes of my life."

OFF COURSE I LOVE YOU..! TILL I FIND SOMEONE BETTER!

I started reading this book last winter but left after reading some initial pages that I found full of some B-grade movie kind of stuff!But now it is June and I have grown my MIND to somewhat more than before! Yes . Now I am old enough to think about the THINGS(or truly saying I have to!) and what Durjoy Dutta and Maanvi Ahuja have written seems to be happening everywhere!(sorry if you still living in some childhood!)

The whole story orbits around Deb, his love affairs,his friends and Delhi locations. The mechanical engineering student seems to be going together with the words of my mechi seniors that they told us in first year," Mechanical branch students don't have even a single girl in their class room but trust us...half of the girls sitting in your class room will be with them!" ok mechi rocks! Compu sucks! happy??!!

I read the whole book except that half page where Debashish explains those 25 sheets in front of his seniors and puke off the same lines as told by his best friend after college , Amit.
I think Amit is the only good thing that happens with him. Before that he had a long (but not too long..heh) list of night outs,fishing, breakups and a damn bad college life! And technically he F^^^ed his engineering degree for girls!

A must read but still I cant understand some pages specially: Deb finally gets a stable job and that too as a junior to Avantika, what would be their life after 5-6 years; the costume event! ; Vernita proves to be a girly character at the last night of college(k I have no doubt she is but not that typical kind of girl!);and character of Avantika's ex; and also how can Avantika become a black chapter of her boyfriends' life?

Books starts with Samriti, an average typical Indian girl. Page 161 ends with some unexpected and harsh break up with Avantika with whom he had the best time of his life, who was his first love in the 8 years life of puberty and with whom he wanted to spend the next 80 years of his life! And at last page......................ohk buddies I am not going to tell the end,page 261.

Just grab a copy and read it, afterall it will just cost you Rs. 100 only! According to blogspot space of the book http://ofcourseiloveyouthebook.blogspot.com/ , already 20,000 copies were sold in the first four months(till December 2008).

And i am waiting for the next by author "NOW THAT YOU'RE RICH..!"

P.S.: I know you all love my work. Then why not you click the button saying"FOLLOW". It will surely boost up my confidence to post some more cool things otherwise You may also suggest me about my flaws. I'l love to listen from you.

DISTINCTLY YOURS
PARAMVEER

INBOX THIS WEEK#1

2009-06-13T18:37:00.004+05:30

This one was the best for the week.I played with many friends and had a great time.Now you can also try...if wanna play with me then comment.

Rapidfire round!
Jo dil me pehla word aae fill kar dijiye
Luv:__
Lyf:__
Hot:__
Desire:__
Pain:__
Un4gtble:__
Dearest:__
1crush:__
Me:_
plz.... Rply
me waiting.

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A famous writer said "Love is like a long sweet dream" and Marriage is an alarm clock... SO have sweet dreams til ur alarm wakes u up

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The True Measure Of A Person Is Not How Well He Prepares For Everything To Go Right, But On How Gracefully He Stands Up & Moves On After Everything Goes Wrong !!!

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If u feel little bored,
.
little sick,
.
little sad,
.
all lost,
.
u know wat is wrong?
.
U R suffering frm deficiency of
.
.
vitamin "ME";-)

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Heart Of Boys R Like a Temple !!

Holy
Truthful
Pure

Thats Why,

When Boys Say..
'I Love You'..

.

.

.

.

Girls Remove Their Slippers.;-)

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FEELING is a painting never spoil it.
FACE is a book-try 2 read it
LOVE is precious-be ready 2 sacrifice 4 it
& FRIENDSHIP is mirror-never break it...!

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A genius is a person who can do wid $1 what a fool does wid $100. Just as we complete our syllabus in 3 days and our teachers try in 6 mnths....

P.S.: plz guide me if i m not right. just posting these sms' coz i love smsing a lot. If you feel that this series would degrade my blog's grace then plz inform me..............i may halt it on readers' suggestion.

BEBOP BEBOP!!

2009-06-09T19:15:00.007+05:30

What's the wrong with Bebo?

If I be keen on call you so
What's the wrong with it
That I am nutty about you!

Whole world is holding capacity
In the soft touch of your hands
By the purity of your heart
entire soul of mine just glitters

Touch of your charm voice
glance of your foot tap
Everything is so beautiful
Then how can one catnap!

Nap is a distant infatuation
When there is no dream
Then what is the wicked?
If I dream of you Bebo!

countenance

2009-06-05T18:48:00.001+05:30

Going on pathways called broken dreams

I saw some distant faces under the mist

Some face was bursting with joy

Little hands were playing with toy

One face was chock-full of moods

Playing with some adolescent friends

Another face was viewing dreams

Dreams of love and he was keen

Someone was running in front of me

Trying to catch some secret desires

Another one was smiling on me

Heartful mirthful that look was

Jealousy on them all, I went near

Still running on sorrowful ways

No! no! no! impossible it was!

All of them were of same visage

Coming to sweep out my weeps

Then I acknowledged what I was

PARAMVEER

June 3,2009

allah walo-ram walo

2009-05-30T19:34:00.005+05:30

Preparing for my examination, when felt turn off I just plugged in my earphones and started listening some music as I do often (I hate study and specially when concerned with cramming).This song swayed me to listen it 3-4 times repeatedly.

Distracted mentally by current horrible and shocking mass activities happened around my city and in some parts of north India, this song shows what a common man who even cant have time for himself want to say all forces who work for destruction of our secular country.

Song is in the voice of well known Punjabi singer Gurdas Mann from his very popular album Punjeeri.

Allah Walo, Ram Walo
aapne Mazhab ko
siyasat se bacha lo
Mandir Masjid kabhi
fursat main bana laina
jo nafrat se toote hain
woh ghar to bana lo
Allah Walo, Ram Walo
aapne Mazhab ko
siyasat se bacha lo...
Beej nafrat ke khaito main ugane walo
kaatne khudh hi parain ge eh zamane walo
Allah Walo, Ram Walo
aapne Mazhab ko
siyasat se bacha lo

Bachke rehna oh lakri ka aashiyane walo
khudh bi jall sakte ho auro ko jalane walo
Allah Walo, Ram Walo
aapne Mazhab ko
siyasat se bacha lo

aapne ghar ke chatt ko
tum bacha ke rakhna
jo parosi ki deewar ko girane walo
Allah Walo, Ram Walo
aapne Mazhab ko
siyasat se bacha lo

Ek rehne do shaheedo ka tiranga jhanda
rooz naye jhande main dande ko
phasane walo
Allah Walo, Ram Walo
aapne Mazhab ko siyasat se bacha lo
aapne Mazhab ko siyasat se bacha lo
aapne Mazhab ko siyasat se bacha lo

storm repriced

2009-05-26T00:00:00.000+05:30

Wearing out my old clothes

Here I am trying the new
Wading into my on spirit
I am turning up new paths

My shadow is no more here
I can feel dark in the sky
Till sky is waiting new son
Let me work up to shine

Everyone is unbelievable
Truth is still under grave
Lies lies every where
World is abounded with masks

Yielding to my own heart
I am now following myself
Winking at my fellows
I am turning against odds

Still putting out my self
Still going on pebbles
Looking out new sins
Going over my ancient times

Animal spirit inside me now
At daggers drawn with my days
Here I am once again
Turning aside my old ways

With veins filled with arctic blood
With arms holding reloaded guns
Here I am the freely falling god
Standing against merciless gazes

Aghast on my strong strength
Lines of fate are under shock
Living to get death on fresh day
I am deceitful more than them

Storms are whiling away time
By standing against my power
They still want to see means
More destructive than them

So called winners are near line
not knowing who is holding power
Kissing their girls more bitterly
Here I am again gaining control