Roses are still red

She was beautiful; she is still. Her cerise nails with cerise lips, mannequin figure and a heart of angel. One day she told me about love,”hey Hari! Look these red roses. Love is of the same color, red. They are so cute.” It was the last days of our baccalaureate at DU. She was so good for me. Thinking of her, I buy a bouquet of red roses for Anvesha. The date is 14Feb, 2021. We were in love. India was shining, better than 5 years before when I met her studying high school commerce at DPS. She was intelligent at mathematics. I was good at English. We both got admission at DU, St. Stephens College. The friendship of high school blooms into love of college. Bunking classes; wandering here and there; still it feels like we had our coffee in the same cup yesterday. We shared a great solidarity. She loved to drink on weekends with me and there were times that we had spent unsheltered whole night on roads of South Delhi. She still starts whispering in my ears so many times in winy voice of her. I sometimes watch her jogging with me near qutub minar’s road. Yes she love to ran fast. She was cute and innocent like child and the same time her dreams run to infinities.

One day, she drained me, left me live solitary life. I met her recently in Annual re-union. Her cerise nail polish still attracts me in the same way. White still makes her beautiful, when I see her roaming near Andrew’s gate in beautiful sun of December. She now lives in Philadelphia with his father who runs a chain of restaurant. She studies at university of Pennsylvania pursuing her Business administration studies and is going to handle all the business of her father soon. That’s the benefit to be only one child of parents. Riches here prefer one child now, even though we don’t have strict one child policies like communists.

I still go for jogging with my old friend Parnav and my valentine Anvesha. Anvesha is a chief chef at Presidential office. I met her once when I was for an interview with Mr. President on behalf of Parsaar Bharti on the evening of 26th Jan. It was not a big deal to get Anvesha in my life. Parnav introduced Anvesha Jain,his chief chef to me. We exchanged our numbers and it all started. Today I am going to meet her 9th time; I am falling in love for her this valentine’s day. She too said yesterday love is like roses…….. And roses still red. Are not they?

her eyes, my world

It’s amazing how much they say,
Make my whole nights in eyes,

Maybe those also remains unsleeping.
Walking over the dark sky,
Where my heart glides.
Yes, those two say so much,
even the words yawning in heart.
And sometimes as holy dove
I hear them singing also,
The divine song of love.
they enchant to lit up my torso.
For the days, I have seen them,
Yes! Her two voluptuous eyes.
My spirit got packed with life,
As if now she stays in my eyes
Neither she log-sleeps, neither I….

PARAMVEER SAINI

12/4/2010

P.S:

naa janey kya keh jati,

naa mujhe soney deti,naa shayad khud hi soti,

kabhi ithlati, nathkhat si machalati,

isharon isharon mein sabb keh jati,

hontho pe jo na aye,vo tak keh jati,

dekha hai jabsey,ankhon mein ja basi.

abb toh bas gai hain aisi ki,

na khud soti,na hi mujhe soney deti....

The fallacy of mirth

On the cold seashore, running, crushing cold dreams,
cold veins in supplant dark and all my screams.
palm trees , calm trees, squelching the night,
fighting with self, fighting alone, nowhere light.

The blossoms of love, cried, dried, dead,
only sorrows to solemnize my coronation.
Whack of a disdainful pulchritude reigning,
wild, dark post-love are the eyes of a looser.

Your ambivalent lies and my futile truths.
the lines we crossed and you made me strong.
With dearth of love. superfluous hollowness,
strengths were stranglehold, lines got shifted.

My soul, my body, fallen down like dead mink,
the seasons of depart, the moments of hurt.
You standing with face of minx, with saw,
saw of words, curving, slashing my heart.

You left to leave, a hole in my heart,
your last words still groping in some part,
oh, i am still in the fallacy of mirth,
one more time you are filching it apart.

Distinctly yours,
Paramveer Saini
28-10-2010

Kashmir is going wrong but why?

In the early evening,An innocent girl was sitting in her room and went to draw the curtain.Suddenly a shoot got heard from outside.A soldier shot at something. The girl started screaming.A bullet fired her heart and she was dead after sometime.This is the true story of a girl hailing from kashmir velly. She was not among the stone pelters.she hadn't atempeted any crime.Next day her mother was also among the stone pelters and that's how God knows how many stone pelters got born by security forces themselves. It is not the case many times that some separatist force fuels their emotions,sometimes its the security forces are also involved.I am not getting the idea of being benefited by such protection there which end up harming the life of common citizen of the valley.
Today our world is progressing and so is our country.We are among top growing economies of the world.
in such era,kashmiri youth,who have grown to adulthood under the sounds of troops.They have seen security forces taking their relatives out of the home at midnights.That is how they have grown up but things would not be so sour if acted upon in a good way. Now they want themselves to be a part of the same development.They want employment. They want to be the part of growth of our country.Government of India still treats them unlike people of other states.This will surely make them puppets of some wrong hand on day.

We are applying forces in the region where we should apply the normal laws.
Why don't government apply army to One lakh twenty thousand square Kilometers of area occupied by Pakistan and China? It is the area which belongs to india and we have never tried to get it back.Common man of Kashmir has no faith in army as is seen by current incidents.It is a very dangerous situation and government is still dealing with it as if some doctor is treating a flu patient with medicines of fever or headache. Is not it folly to not treating the root cause?The population there is living in the shadow of fear for the last 6 decades. They have never been the part of mainstream of India and current action shown by them is just an outburst that came out after their fear converted into anger. Flu is reaching at dangerous level.Government need to apply the strong dose of antibiotics. They should treat Kashmir as they do with any other state. Everyone knows who is triggering fundamental forces. Is not the main disease lies in that area which got occupied by Pakistan in 1947? Is not that we apply forces inside Jammu and Kashmir just because we want no wrongdoings there causing by the militants group of Pak occupied Kashmir.It is also the humiliation of power of our army who is still standing in Indian Kashmir and not where they have to be.

3 successful things I did with Ubuntu

1. install the Ubuntu 10.04 LTS-The lucid Linux as they say it.
download link is given below:
http://www.ubuntu.com/desktop/get-ubuntu/download

2.I tried to connect with Internet with Tata Docomo SIM.It was a quite cumbersome process if you have ever come face to face with 9.4 or lower versions of Ubuntu.but with 10.4 its quite simple one.

step.1: System>preferences>connection manager
step 2. Don't touch anything rather than "mobile broadband" tab.
step 3. Through USB connect Nokia5233 with laptop in pc suite mode.
step 4. mobile broadband>add.Now you will find your phone name displayed here.
step 4. click forward>country(India) and click forward>Choose your provider(Tata Docomo)>select your plan(Internet)

and thats it! it will automatically do settings like:
APN:tata.docomo.internet
number:*99#

now double click on the connection manager icon in the bar that u see at the top-right corner and click on Tata Docomo Internet option.

If you want to be on-line every time you connect your phone with machine with data cable just right click on connection manager icon and select edit connection.
select Tata Docomo Internet and then check the box that says:connect automatically.
To go off-line select click on connection manager and click on disconnect option.

Is not it so simple once you get familiar with this whole process.
I am getting a speed of around 20Kbps which is better than TATA photon whiz I disconnected last week. :)

3.As you have Internet now,you can download any kind of dependencies/.deb files etc required.I have used the inbuilt video/audio players(of-course firstly installing proper decoders for them)

P.S.: I want to make upcoming minor project in JAVA on this platform. I'll tell you people later about that next week for sure.Leaving you people wit a funny picture here:

IIT Entrance Exam Reforms:better coming late

About 4.5 lakh students fighting for around 10000 seats. Seems like a great skirmish! Even Mahatma Gandhi would have not done so much tapasya in his life that students do to crack IIT. I skipped the IIT entrance exam because  I have not joined any coaching institute and I was positive enough that I would not be able to make it. Thats what happen with not only me but many scholars who don't belong to either wealthy class where family can afford good tuitions or as in my case, to a rural background without any awareness about IITs and even AIEEE exams!

In February this year IIT-JEE reform commission was set up under the guidance of Dr. Damodar Acharya, Director IIT Kharagpur and now its recommendations are in front of IIT-JEE council for giving official consent and implementation.The much awaited reforms in the examination patterns will impose following positive changes for sure:
1. IITs were not happy with the abilities of students who got admitted. Most of them join after getting tough coaching in the coaching institutions.They know how to grasp the books but the analytical reasoning and communication skills got nosedived in most of the students.Premier institutions like IITs must be a place for those students who are brighter than brightest in India i.e. there is a dire need of not only knowing mathematical or chemistry or physics equations but also imagination to create something new in the global world and basic knowledge of humanity subjects.Hope the new criteria which will not only consider JEE but also marks student obtained in XII standard. JEE will be more based on analytical reasoning skill based examination rather than current orthodox pattern.It will surely make it possible that only the best will get it.
2. It will make ensure that students attend their school classes regularly as compared to tuitions and coaching classes. School education is very important for everyone whether he/she has to crack IIT or making it to some other graduation course. The very knowledge of subjects other than Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics makes students understand sciences and arts better which is very important in today's dynamic world.
3. Neutralization of the fact that only high heel society children get admission in premier institute is needed for a long time.Hope the new pattern will favour the bright child of a poor or rural family to see the IIT in reality.

I hope the new recommendations get implemented as soon as possible so that the brightest and the best  talent gets what they deserve.

P.S.: There should be some filtering plans inside such that if a student is unable to meet the rigor standards of IIT then he/she will get demoted first tier engineering college to any other engineering college and on the other hand students doing good job in any engineering college will be promoted to the first tier institutes like IITs during their graduating years.
P.P.S:About 60 years of IITs(IIT Kharagpur was the first one established in 1950) and not a single noble award winner. Im astonished on premiership of IITs!!

videos download

This article is for my naive friends who feel it a mind numbing process to download videos from youtube or any internet sites or who dont have any idea.But there is nothing to be worried. main hoon naa!(I am here!).  So lets see what you people can do.

Option1:

Go to https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/ and look for following Mozilla firefox add-ons as described in the picture below:

Add-on 1:

Add-on 2:

I am a great fan of both of these yet second add-on sometimes does better jobs!

Option2:

http://www.savevideodownload.com/download.php is a fine site(I am not saying trusted always!)

Another website that can be used is http://downloadyoutubevideo.org

You must have latest JRE version installed on your machine first to use these sites which is freely available through sun microsystems website!

Option3:

Watchout this video :P

So happy video downloading!

justice delayed is justice undone

Finally a delayed justice came again. 2 years of imprison for the killers of more than 15000 people and demolishers of many generations of Bhopal. Cleary delay in justice and then mockery of justice is an infamy for judiciary in incredible republic of India. After chief judicial magistrate Mohan P Tiwari stated verdict against 12 accused in hush packed court area in the case relating to outflow of noxious methyl isocyanate gas leaked out in the deadly hours of darkness of December 2nd and 3rd of 1984, all punished were out of the jail at a mere bail of Rs. 25000. This delayed justice seems like justice got denied to more than 5 lakh affected people. Neither the case operated on fast track neither a proper handling of case is done in 26th years. In fact, there is still no special law if this type of incident reoccurs. Who is responsible? Today finger is towards the figure that we usually see in courts: a blind statue. But is it sure that this statue just blind; is not it lame too walking awkwardly and speeding like a tortoise; that’s the judiciary of biggest republic of the world!

Indian constitution gives so much flexibility that the treatment under which criminal cases undergoes makes common man having total distrust in the judiciary system. The rich parties even have right to acquire judges too as is seen in one recent Chandigarh high court case. Judges and lawyers have to follow a particular code while hearing of cases which they forget causing delay in evenhandedness which is another kind of injustice. God better knows that if no case would be filed from now, it will take more than 2-3 centuries to give justice to all cases filed as more than 50 lakh cases are petitioned every year! This infinite time postponement and piled up files nowhere provide any rationale. Whether it’s the case of 1991 dalit massacre in Andhra Pradesh or anti sikh riots or godhra riots justice is either delayed or not done(both are the same things, if consider the years of sufferings of people who fights for).

P.S.: Legislation body of India set up a panel some times before in the guidance of Rajya Sabha member, E.M.S. Natchiappan, to see the possibilities of setting up a time frame, like west where if litigant files a petition, he gets the dates in advance indicating the days within which judgement will have to be delivered. I am hoping any result report of this panel to be come out within this century.

BEAUTIFUL GIRL

U r beautiful

yes,
the one hailing from my dreams,
vanishing all malice inside me,
refurbishing the joviality all around!

Yes,

to me like sunshine,
after a long cloudy season,
holding my hands with warmth!

Yes,

like an angel,
enlightened with shining crown,
coming from heaven,
turning your hand on my fate,
retouching it!
PARAMVEER SAINI
28-04-2010

NIGHT DAYDREAMER

Every night I remain lonely, thou,
Every night these distances collide.
Every night I feel the new bond.
Every night we hang on phone line.
Every night I propose you.
Every night you agree to.
Every night I feel your aroma.
Every night I feel new breath.
Every night I get under your arms.
Every night I finger your hairs.
Every night nose touches your dimple.
Every night I feel your lips.
Every night I kiss your eyes.
Every night I sense your heartbeats.
Every night I bestow you my worship.
Every night I give you my life.
Every night we get hands in hands.
Every night we spend together.
Every night we fall in fresh devotion.
Every night I feel same wind of love.
Every night I feel you crawling.
Every night your grace becomes my bed.
Every night I do not “dead to the world”.
Every night I coz, become “daydreamer”.

I NEED YOU

Only at the end of life
I will halt,
So don’t try to push me
If I pause!

I usually become speechless
Still I think
Hence don’t try to tear against me
If I am quite!

Events always saddens me,
Who is happy always?
So don’t throw fake smiles,
Just for my happiness!

I don’t know how to cry
as tears are not part of my life
Thus I don’t need your shoulders
Even at peak of glooms!

Still I need an ally
Indeed like you
Just who will be my side?
Till my ultimate pause!!!!!

PARAMVEER SAINI

P.S.: Dil kyun ye mera shor karey....

Idhar nahin, udhar nahin.....teri ho or chaley!!

Great song from Kites!I just love it!!

A bestial night

DISCLAIMER: The content of the article contains images not appropriate to the minors.Author's intention is not to indulge the reader into any obscenity.The verses here depicts intimated love and describes other side of author: a passionate person who lives life in full motion!

The perpetual pyromania for twingy night,
stupendously sharp and bestially unhealed.
fraught with yours soft tendering voice,
narcissism apparition with innumerable zeal!

With provincialism to ravage each other,
we going beyond posthumous solace.
No obstacle in-between,exuding holocaust,
mutual gorges like a holy defiled instance!

Moonlight passion,the holy intimation.
Frenzied night and a razing matriarch.
Un-tranced impenitent, concentric motion.
Stupefying sensation and two synergistic arcs!

Jadu chaya hai charon taraf mere,

raat ka nasha had se gujar janey ko hai!
Bikharney ko tadafti hai unki shakhsiyat,
aaj fir ruuh unmein samaney ko hai!!

P.S.:

"Ghum sum shum sum pyar da mausam,aj na dard jagavi!
halki barse badli,sajna duur na javi!"

Rahat fateh ali khan is a maestro and collaboration of sukhvinder shinda makes the song so majestic. A must listen number!!

destiny of my last tear

It is my Last drop of tears
Disappearing to fall so lonely
Both hands are wet and full
Looking any third to pick it

It is my Last drop of tears
Going away to halt my eyes
Sand will be only after that
Storming through my sighs!

It is my Last drop of tears
Crawling on my poor lids
Looking for you to catch
Going more and more down

It is my Last drop of tears
Is now dropping from eyes
Cheerless in absence of you
It is going to meet the soil

It is my Last drop of tears
Finally getting its destiny
Absorbed by ground finally

Where I have written your name

PARAMVEER

P.S.: I am complicated,without any sadness!

tagged!

It's been a long era that I have responded to any tag.By chance my friend sorcerer tagged me. Here is the respoce.Sorry for those who are not lucky enough to get reply for their tags. ;)

1. What is your current obsession?
yew........n there are so many yewz

2. What are you wearing today?
I am wearing a thick blanket ;)

3. What’s for dinner?
dinner....oh yeah,its finished!

4. What’s the last thing you bought?
i bought a John Hill jacket at 5999. my math is wrong so use ur bhejaas to calculate its (100-70)%. I know only tag and tag today!

5. What are you listening to right now?
tere naal la ke yari jatt di jameen bik gai!! ;)

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?
diabolical...sorcerer.....n above all he seems to be crazzzy...and my this article is inspired by such a round the bend persona! ;)

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
Disney land!!!!

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer?
Mah phrandz!

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Osama's House, I want to meet him. ;)

10. Which language do you want to learn?
C,java,pearl...............

11. What’s your favorite quote?
I will die another day!

12. Who do you want to meet right now?
My best friend!

13. What is your favourite colour?
kaan-fused!

14. Give us 3 styling tips that work for you.
1) Never watch out grrls IN THE DEPTH when go out!
2)Never comb up your hairs(atleast if you have no hairs ;))
3)Be simple.

15. What is your dream job?
MI6!....007...tan tanda...dhishh!!!;)

16. What’s your favorite magazine?
Its secret yaar, I hate to share bathroom stories! ;).[juss kidding...its competetion suck-s-ass RE-view]

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?
hmm...partyyy!

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
who asked this question to geek like me???

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?
Is it Atal Bihari was-payee?

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?
Ghajini..every crazily mad person's must have..;)

21. What are you going to do after this?
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

22. What are your favourite movies?
I like mysteries...like Go0dfather....jam-es bound...actually sometimes i behave like jam-es bond on roads...he is too mad!;)

23. What inspires you?
beautiful girls of MBBS college of my university! ;)

24. What do your friends call you most commonly?
param

25. Would you prefer coffee or tea?
cafe coffee day

26. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
phuck my net connection or phuck my diary with phucking words.

27. What makes you go wild?
there is no difference between a jobless human and a wild life creature.

28. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
here and there...long list....usualy latest top 10 articles of my dashboard

29. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
gajar ka halwa

30. How many tabs are turned on in ur browser right now?
8 in firfox+ 4 in chrome

31. Favorite Season?
season of

32. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me?
glucose biscuite ;)

33. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
I screw them always!I never forget'em!

34. What are you afraid of the most?
yew.......and there are so many 'yew'z

35. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
"look........you need not to bath today"

36. What brings a smile on your face instantly?
crazy people

37. A word that you say a lot?
phuck!

38. What would you do if you were made President of India for one day?
I would like to develop 100 universities like Delhi university!

39. What is that one thing that keeps you going.
my love!....n I have so many loves!...;)

40. Are you still in the mood to study anything else after this?
no.

Rules for those who are tagged:

Respond and rework – answer these questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own, and add one more question to the list. Then tag eight or ten other new set of people.
____________________

I am taking my first 8 people from my followers list to tag 8 other people.
1.parikshit Madan
2.Anushree
3. An ordinary Gal
4. Sugandha Gupta
5. Harshita
6.Shrevatsan
7.Rane
8.Swati

a broken nib

The atmosphere inside the room had been very suffocating for Meera for last one hour. Haphazard thoughts were striking all through her mind.On the verge of agony, she came out of his room and went over the crown part of the house. Sky was looking more than dark, as if lost in some mysteries unable to resolve. But life is more conflicting than this darkest sky tonight. It was the last fight with Karan. She wouldn't make another fight ever with him,there must be an end of every harshness.

11:30 am:
"i dont want to pile on bt cnt u send 1 smly? :)"
It was her usual way of talking with him and even in the situation of conflicts, they used to send smileys to each other as text messages to somehow show that their love is more stronger than these all uncertainties.
* no answer.

1:00 pm:
"shweetu, where r u?"
*still no answer.

6:00 pm:
"kya tu kbi mje smily ni send karega ab?"
*"i am busy somewhere, talk to you later"

after one hour:
"bta na?"
*no answer.
"thk h :("

after another one hour
"kya koi itney din tak aisey behave karta h?
What's my fault?tel me?
kya tu abi ni send kar sakta smily?
i want smilies
i want smilies
i want smilies
i want smilies"
*"u want smilies.... got now?"

"gandi smilies kyuu bheji.........bta na.
do you want me to flow tears?....bta na...itney din tak!!!"

She was really in tears for the last 1 hours.It was her daily routine for the last one week when he left her.*"go to hell"
"abi meri sans fast ho rahi h....ek smily mangi thi, i hate you!"There was no messaging after that.Meera had made her phone in sleeping mode.She used to call it sleepy mode because it neither vibrate no ring on any call or message as if it is sleeping. She always used to do so whenever feel like shattered!
But after ten minutes she again watched her phone in some hope.
"I hate you too.goodbye!"

when the suffering had crossed its limit, every random thought became silent.There was some blood sheds in the garden thereafter near a body with massive injuries over the head and the plastic hut above the backyard was broken like Karan had broken the heart of Meera!

Room was still suffocated by a diary on study table with a broken nib above it and ink splitting on the wall in front of.
jan 15,2010:

11:00 pm I still love you!


P.S.:kuch aisey hi......:(
P.P.S.: I came to one interesting site while searching for picture for the post:
http://www.deathclock.com/ . know your date of death here ;) ;)

out of focus: minor project report

In the fifth semester of engineering we need to submit a minor project report that we had made during summer training.So I am posting my project report here just to give my juniors some idea and also for those who just love to enjoy not making any project at all and want so called "paki pakai khichdii". ;)

The project is minor and is based on "railway reservation system" and may contain many things that can be added further.

link to railway reservation minor project using core java

P.S.: now you guys know why I am so irregular on bloggers. Its study study study many times.:( Still I would like blogging whenever get time.So support me even if I am so unbalanced blogger :).

my broken days

Always at night I cry up

I weep without single tear

Holding my broken heart

Inside a broken person


I walk in broken streets

Holding your secrets inside

Secrets unable to tell anyone

Truths that must not revealed

All those fine moments

whilst we were the one

I dont want memorize now

Coz they were all ago broken

Then I see no shadow

Yes! My shadow left me too

As you left me alone to cry

In my dark- evil broken days!

P.S.: AISEY HII KUCH KUCH!!!