the proposal

let me dominate you on my dreams,

let me ruin myself for you!

let me fall in passionated love,

let me make you witness of my life!

some heavy strongest wire,

softly connected our mutual heart!

never broken,never loosen,

let me make it more strong!

holding your hand,holding your back,

let me dance with you till the sun downs!

laying near sparking water near river shore,

let me kiss you wildly till night longs!

whatever life will be,my dreams may break,

I shall still wait for you my lover!

to again and again dilute myself,

adorably and fully in you soul!

All those dates,those all days,

let me picture in happy memories!

let me make a propose to you,

will you be the witness of my life!

pic courtsey: littlemissromp

25TH POST :) :) :)

This is my 25th post on this blog (I also used to engrave on my ex.-blog a long time ago and now a day when ever I find nothing to write I copy paste a post from that one to this one :P .Btw ek baar hi kiya hai ye copy paste!)
The best thing about this 25th post is that it is totally time pass post so if you have some other important work then please follow my suggestion and for god's sake, don't waste your time on bloggers :D !!And one thing if you dont know HINGLISH LANGO.Plz don’t read this post. You are not going to understand what you'l to read!!

By the way, "congrats!", koi to keh do yaar mujhe!

This post is not dedicated to any one! This is my blog, main kissi or ko kyuun 25th post dedicate karuun!!Still a small dedication to Ekam who tagged me again (yehi hai bass who tagged me not one but two times iskey alawa mere jaisi irregular species ko kon puuchta hai...hehehe)

So the tag is "Vella - panti .. 'About me' or tag??"

Eku mam wrote 18 points about her personality and now I am going to write 20 points(some points I have just copy pasted or modified from eku ….:P )

1. I just love my name. Even my favourite song is"you know my name" by chris cornell uncle composed for "casino royale" (is par bhi long discussion hogi kabhi). I think its the most sexiest name after james bond in the whole world. And it is. I know it :D

2. I am very jealous. I get very jealous when I see my friend specially best friend talking with his/her another friend/friends even without telling me anything(here definition of anything means that where he/she going? or whom he/she going to meet!?).At that time only reaction remain bitch/kutta kamina!!

3. I am very insecure.If you like me then I would not believe you unless I hear the word "I like you" 100 times.And I cant change this feeling... sorry!!

4. I can make friends very easily now-a-days but to be closer friends you have to avoid situation as discussed in point two! Mere saath chipkey raho and agar mujhe acha laga and apko bhi then who knows hum bhi close ho jayein. Ye close achey wala hai,otherwise India mein log close k kafi ACHEY meanings nikaal letey hain..;).

5. I got many persons in life whom I can proudly say,” you are my best friends.Jo bhi hai bass tu h mere liye.” (I would like to discuss separately in next point about best friends and close friends) and I know they are the best things ever happened to me. Friends I got through my blood relations, friends I got through academia and friends I got through web!

6. AB YEPOINT THODA SERIOUS WALA HAI. As a matter of fact I got 6-7 people who always remain clouded on my thinking. So whenever I meet anyone of them I say ,”you are my best friend”. This is because every one of them is so closer to my heart that if I am with anyone of them he/she come more nearer meeting my heart!
One of my close friends does not believe in best friends. If I see practically then she seems to be right. Everybody has only one friend and that is the almighty itself. And as I do not believe in any religion specifically that almighty is you yourself. No one is your best friend except you as Chris cornel uncle in song you know my name says,” ARM YOURSELF COZ NO BODY IS HERE TO SAVE YOU,ODDS WILL BETRAY YOU”. But I strongly believe in soul mates and they do exist! Every one born as half and there is someone who is other counterpart of you and you have to search him/her. Once you get him/her you will feel complete. I am still in the search of that soul mate!

7. I am a case of shot tirm memory! I usually dont/hate to remember contact number etc. as I think it useless.Mobile hai na!! Then whats the need to remember your contact!! huh???Also if i get some fight with you tomorrow I may meet you next day as if there was nothing happened last day iff(imphasize on double "f") you are my close one!

8. If you are innocent then I will be so with you. And if I find you a kamina person then either I will try to keep myself away from you nai to MUJHE KHUD KO BHI NAI PATA KITNA KAMINA HUUN MAIN!! Another thing is that if I find you innocent and then I find you kamina that means pakka without any complain I will go away from you world.

9. I love gifts. It’s a kind of show off but fir bhi I love gifts! I love to see smile on other’s face on getting pleasant surprise like it!

10. I am old fashioned in many ways but the other side of coin shows me a hyper trendy hot fashioned person. For example if my parents tell me that I must not drink alcohol coz it’s addictive, I will show them no! Alcohol is not addictive. I drank it 2 times and I am not in any addiction (okk! I did commitment to someone not to drink it again and EK BAAR MAINEY COMMITMENT KAR LIYA FIR TO MAIN APNI BHI NAI SOCHTA!!...:P )

11. If I am smiling on you then it never show my real approach towards you! MUJHE KHUDKO BHI NAI PATA KITNA KAMINA HUUN MAIN!(last movie I watched is wanted of salman khan uncle)

12. I am very lazy and very means very very very! Never come to my house without ringing my cellphone(ghar k bahar ghanti khjaraab hai!).Nai to mujhe bhi ni pata what you are going to think about my INTERNATIONAL look. Its 10:15 pm in my laptop and main bina nahaye jockey mein baitha huun subah sey!!Even last day when I was at gym to itni laziness thi that I came back after 20 minutes!Dont ask me whther I studied anything important today or not!

13. You may find me funny in some situation. But if I noticed that you find me funny toh teri to khair nai beta! Itna pakogey k shayad ek baar to you would think to suiside ...hehehe!!

14. I am a very fattu person in college. Without any proxy,I manage to get about 75-80% attendence. Jiss din meri attendence short ho gai to samajh lo no one is going to sit in the exams...:P. Another aspect of the coin is once I go to safe side(75%) and i notice it in lecturers registers then no way k class mein darshan de jauun!!

15. I dont talk too much if you are a starnger and I have no business with you!I can talk my business plus some flirty dialogues if I find you usefull!And I will just talk, talk and talk if you are close to me.

16.I was not that expressive in my life.But suddenly change came and now-a-day some people call me,"tu kuch bhi bol deta hai without thinking whether its going to hurt the another person or not!".

17. My taste of food always change!But one thing for sure,ghar ka khana is irreplasable!

18. I can cook anything(but baad mein you have to clean all utensils...i'l not do that) except roti!

19. I am addicted to these words: cool,hott,dosht,dusht,item,shonumonu,bhindi,kuttey,btw,yippiee.

20. I am addicted to blogging. Not that big addiction but I love to blog! It all started one year back when one of my orkut friend pulkit started blogging. I have not that big aspiration like him to be a writer but I just love writing and poems sometimes!!

21. This extra point is resrved for my latessht picture at chandigarh rock garden.I love photography and photographs.kya main james bond lag raha huun??

P.S.:Thanks for reading this 25th post.I know main kabada kar chuka huun apni be-ijjati ka and also of your precious time.Pehley btaya tha na k mat padhna!!
I hope key next time is blog pe aney se pehley you will think 100 times...:P

GUEST POET::Girish Vashisth aka Gagandeep Sharma

sotey hain toh sapney atey nahin

tutey jo hain khwaab jatey nahin
khula choda hai darwaja hamney
fir bhi milney log atey nahin
key patthar bhi rotey hain ghar mere
phoolon ney mehekana chhod diyaansu hi bhigotey hain aangan mera
badal ne barasna chod diya

kissi ne toh hamein pukara hota
agar gagan koi hamara hota
itni door na akeley hum chalney dete
bina dhuienki aag mein na jalney dete
sanson ka chalna na abhi band hua
iss din ne dhadakna chhod diya
ansu hi bhigotey hain aangan
mera badal ne barasna chod diya

koi hai jo kuch kehta nahin,
fir bhi bahut kuch sun leta hun main
mere dil ko bhi jinki khabar nahin
kuchh aisey khwaab bun leta huun main
bass pyaas hai ab uss sagar ki
har panghat pe theharna chhod diya
ansu hi bhigotey hain aangan mera
badal ne barasna chod diya

iss thandi pawan sey hai meri ladai
kehti main unkey ghar hokey aii
agar vo dil sey kehtey hain hum dengey saath
to kaisey hui unkey vahan barsaat
bahut kuch sikhaya hai bitey samay ne
abb yuun hi behakana chod diya
ansu hi bhigotey hain aangan mera
badal ne barasna chod diya

P.S.: The poem is a creation of my friend Gagandeep Sharma aka Girish Vashisth, who is a good poet;having his own philosophy about the life!!

CHETAN BHAGAT COMING BACK!!

Yippiee!!! With his new novel "TWO STATES:the story of my marriage" blockbuster novel writer as NY TIMES say him-'the biggest selling English language novelist in India’s history.', Chetan Bhagat is coming this Diwali.Story is about a Punjabi boy and Tamil girls who are going to marry but love marriage in India is not that instant.As synopsis of book says:

"Boy loves Girl. Girl loves Boy. Girl's family has to love boy. Boy's family has to love girl. Girl's Family has to love Boy's Family. Boy's family has to love girl's family. Girl and Boy still love each other. They get married."


I am very excited about his fourth novel. For more updates about the novel and the prestigious gem author do visit his website: http://www.chetanbhagat.com/
Also he is on twitter with 10k followers!!!( http://twitter.com/chetan_bhagat ) yew rock sir!!!

A lill bit love without wax!!

The encrypted file has no decryption

that how am I so affectionate to you
challenging to the Bergofsky principle
what my love without wax all through

Courtesy:Plz read "The Digital Fortress".Wrote a long time before, after reading this great piece of art by Dan Brown!Hope to meet my Susan Fletcher soon!!..:P

DISTINCTLY YOURS
WITHOUT WAX!

LAST DROP OF MY TEARS

It is my Last drop of tears
Disappearing to fall so lonely
Both hands are wet and full
Looking any third to pick it

It is my Last drop of tears
Going away to halt my eyes
Sand will be only after that
Storming through my sighs!

It is my Last drop of tears
Crawling on my poor lids
Looking for you to catch
Going more and more down

It is my Last drop of tears
Is now dropping from eyes
Cheerless in absence of you
It is going to meet the soil

It is my Last drop of tears
Finally getting its destiny
Absorbed by ground finally

Where I have written your name

bhindi v/s kaddu::chapter-2::

we a bunch of eight friends are enjoying every split second of our training session here in Gurgaon.The best but also worst ingredient of having training session with your other friends is the Isolation! You suffer isolation from other students who are getting trained with you. You have your own friends so you need not to get new ones. And as you have your own groupings, likelihood of making new friends in the training class room tends towards zero.

But, as it is always the part of character of all guys to scan every girl better than USA military satellite, I got my eyes on a girl in the class-room. She had very striking long eyes(as I am using word long, this means some kajal type thing is there in her eyes. And I just love to see them). She had very beautiful black hairs of U-trend held with help of black metal wire clip. I can notice some red pimples on girl's right cheeks and they look beautiful on not one hundred percent melanin free skin of her. Very clear pink dewdrop lips! which anyone can die for. . And Oops!...damn 33-23-35!! I just FIGURED her out on my mind when saw her last day first time.

Today she was in dark blue jeans and U.S. army shirt with matching military colored boyish sandals. I can notice even little things like the desi brand name-campus .I want to notice everything!

And now the most unbelievable thing: this is the same girls whom I met previous day!! Oh my gosh!!and I was imagining local bollywood movies full of such coincidences!

“ajj din chadhiya…tere rang warga…phool sa khil utha aaj din!!.........aggley har janam ch,ehi meri boti banugi,harleen kaur ya jo vi ida na hona! ”

I was just dreaming my heroin standing on the roof of her house and I staring her sitting on a close proximity bench. And then she moves her eyes away from me self-consciously.

Suddenly I felt someone touching my hand
“sleeping huhh?"
“errzgg……no sir,I was just watching on board in front of me!”
Students near by me were gazing at me and I was gazing at facilty!!
Gulati sir, our faculty had given a smile and resumed his class. But I can still feel that humiliation.
After class when I told the reality to my friend, everyone was laughing at me and I am still thinking how this all happened!!

P.S.:Hey by the way,forgot to tell you my name:Nayan Sharma.I am in 3rd year of my computer engineering without any back and my orkut profile says that I am 90%trustworthy,100% cool and 100% stunning!!:)

OUT OF POETIC FOCUS

1) Head Quarters of Tata Group Called?
Ans: Bombay House

2) India's first steel mill was built by the Tatas. In which year was it completed?
Ans: 1911

3) About 66% of the Tatas' capital is allocated by Tata Sons for which purpose?
Ans: Philanthropic trusts

4) What was the first Indian luxury hotel established by the Tatas?
Ans: Taj Mahal Hotel

5) The Tata group consists of how many companies?
Ans: 80

6) When did the World Bank come into being?
Ans: July 1944

7) Former Name of World Bank?
Ans: International Bank for Reconstruction and Development (IBRD)

8) Which Asian nation was the first to get a World Bank loan?
Ans: India (on Aug 18, 1949 for Railway Reconstruction and Development.

9) Which organisation instituted the Nobel Prize for Economics?
Ans: Sveriges Riksbank (Bank of Sweeden)

10) Who is the first Asian to win the Nobel Prize for Economics?
Ans: Amartya Sen (for his studies in Wellfare Ecconomics)

11) How many women have won the Nobel Prize for Economics since 1969?
Ans:None

source:e-mail

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BHINDI

Vo ai thi tun ya chand gira hoga jameen par,
ik pyara sa dil liye ik pyari si murat!
hazaar rituon key baad bhi tun hai vohi,
shayad khuda ne fursat mein kiya hoga takalluf tera......

That was you who born or moon had fallen on earth,
One lovely heart being occupied within a lovely face.
Even after so many seasons, you are the same.
Maybe it took a lot of time of god to create you...


ban gai hain ons ki bundein moti,
jab chua hai tere kadmon ne inhein.
or fir subah ka lal suraj sharma gaya hoga,
dekh key chamak chehrey ki tere.........

The dewdrops are converted into pearls
When your feet has touched them.
And then the red sun of early morning got ashamed
subsequent to watch visage of yours.....


khushbuun se teri behka hai gulistan sara
or jal key khak ho gai kaliyan sari.
or kissi shayar ney fir kaha hoga:
key ye nuur na hoga or kissi mein.......

The whole garden gets mad with your aroma
and all other flowers has blister with jealousy
And then a poet thought yet again:
None can get this exquisiteness for a second time


teri julfon mein pal rahey hain sapney mere sarey
darr lagta hai kahin ud na jayein jindagi ki dhuup mein.
na dekha karo kissi or ko in ankhon se abb,
key bas gaya hai abb to mera jahan ankhon mein teri.....

In your hairs, my all imaginings are taking shape
And I am in the fear whether that got dull in the sun of life
How can you see anybody else with your eyes now!
when I had created my whole world within them
DISTINCTLY YOURS
PARAMVEER SAINI
(8th august,2009 )

P.S.:A little dedication to my friend and class-fellow-Aditi Goel. I have prepared this another feminine and somewhat love poem not exclusively only for her but also for Bhindi of my story series as Adi is the co-author upto some extent of that story.We both usually talk a lot about mindset of girls. I prepared this poem at a very fast track.Thought about first line at 10PM;made 1st paragraph at 11:30PM and promised the b'day girl to write whole till the morning and here it was at 1:25AM.I know its not upto that level of poetry but still you have to appreciate me for such fast thinking..:).elsewise i create 1-2 poems per week....:( .

P.P.S.: and don't forget to pour your wishes for my co-author or more exactly critic!!

P.P.P.S: and my friend is sharing her birthdate with Roger Federer!

testimonial to a sister

This poem is for a very special part of my life. My best friend, a great mentor, a heart that always speak with innocence, a mind which is much intelligent to beat anything if get chance, a cute sentimental expression and eyes you can't forget and one of best critics I got in lifetime.

Geetika its for yew dear,my testimonial for you.

Today, tomorrow and forever
I will be there to shade you in sun
Making you smile more and more
More than before, more than ever
Never trying come closer your heart
But trying to be present within it
Gaining room further and further
More than now, more than ever
2008,09,10,11……years will pass
Don't know when will be goodbye
But you will always be with me
If not as sister,than as daughter
Shiny sinless Chinese eyed face
I will never going to forget
Neither at 19, nor in the future

WITHOUT WAX
PARAMVEER

P.S.:Writing this all in a night full of agony. Missing my family and my sister(Manu) as its Raksha Bandhan today and first time I am away from family for such a long period of more than one month.Feeling like a shattered person who had not gone to meet family just because according to his foolish theory " YOU CAN BE MORE EMOTIONALLY STRONGER JUST BY GOING AWAY FROM YOUR LOVING ONES"..I am really in confusion whether its right or wrong but that's the way it is!!... :(