Sunday, January 31, 2010

destiny of my last tear

It is my Last drop of tears
Disappearing to fall so lonely
Both hands are wet and full
Looking any third to pick it

It is my Last drop of tears
Going away to halt my eyes
Sand will be only after that
Storming through my sighs!

It is my Last drop of tears
Crawling on my poor lids
Looking for you to catch
Going more and more down

It is my Last drop of tears
Is now dropping from eyes
Cheerless in absence of you
It is going to meet the soil

It is my Last drop of tears
Finally getting its destiny
Absorbed by ground finally
Where I have written your name


P.S.: I am complicated,without any sadness!

Monday, January 18, 2010


It's been a long era that I have responded to any tag.By chance my friend sorcerer tagged me. Here is the respoce.Sorry for those who are not lucky enough to get reply for their tags. ;)

1. What is your current obsession?
yew........n there are so many yewz

2. What are you wearing today?
I am wearing a thick blanket ;)

3. What’s for dinner?
dinner....oh yeah,its finished!

4. What’s the last thing you bought?
i bought a John Hill jacket at 5999. my math is wrong so use ur bhejaas to calculate its (100-70)%. I know only tag and tag today!

5. What are you listening to right now?
tere naal la ke yari jatt di jameen bik gai!! ;)

6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?
diabolical...sorcerer.....n above all he seems to be crazzzy...and my this article is inspired by such a round the bend persona! ;)

7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
Disney land!!!!

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer?
Mah phrandz!

9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
Osama's House, I want to meet him. ;)

10. Which language do you want to learn?

11. What’s your favorite quote?
I will die another day!

12. Who do you want to meet right now?
My best friend!

13. What is your favourite colour?

14. Give us 3 styling tips that work for you.
1) Never watch out grrls IN THE DEPTH when go out!
2)Never comb up your hairs(atleast if you have no hairs ;))
3)Be simple.

15. What is your dream job?
MI6!....007...tan tanda...dhishh!!!;)

16. What’s your favorite magazine?
Its secret yaar, I hate to share bathroom stories! ;).[juss kidding...its competetion suck-s-ass RE-view]

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?

18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?
who asked this question to geek like me???

19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?
Is it Atal Bihari was-payee?

20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?
Ghajini..every crazily mad person's must have..;)

21. What are you going to do after this?

22. What are your favourite movies?
I like Go0dfather....jam-es bound...actually sometimes i behave like jam-es bond on roads...he is too mad!;)

23. What inspires you?
beautiful girls of MBBS college of my university! ;)

24. What do your friends call you most commonly?

25. Would you prefer coffee or tea?
cafe coffee day

26. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?
phuck my net connection or phuck my diary with phucking words.

27. What makes you go wild?
there is no difference between a jobless human and a wild life creature.

28. Which other blogs do you love visiting?
here and there...long list....usualy latest top 10 articles of my dashboard

29. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
gajar ka halwa

30. How many tabs are turned on in ur browser right now?
8 in firfox+ 4 in chrome

31. Favorite Season?
season of

32. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me?
glucose biscuite ;)

33. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?
I screw them always!I never forget'em!

34. What are you afraid of the most?
yew.......and there are so many 'yew'z

35. When you looked at yourself in the mirror today, what was the first thing you thought?
" need not to bath today"

36. What brings a smile on your face instantly?
crazy people

37. A word that you say a lot?

38. What would you do if you were made President of India for one day?
I would like to develop 100 universities like Delhi university!

39. What is that one thing that keeps you going.
my love!....n I have so many loves!...;)

40. Are you still in the mood to study anything else after this?

Rules for those who are tagged:

Respond and rework – answer these questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own, and add one more question to the list. Then tag eight or ten other new set of people.

I am taking my first 8 people from my followers list to tag 8 other people.
1.parikshit Madan
3. An ordinary Gal
4. Sugandha Gupta
5. Harshita

Saturday, January 16, 2010

a broken nib

The atmosphere inside the room had been very suffocating for Meera for last one hour. Haphazard thoughts were striking all through her mind.On the verge of agony, she came out of his room and went over the crown part of the house. Sky was looking more than dark, as if lost in some mysteries unable to resolve. But life is more conflicting than this darkest sky tonight. It was the last fight with Karan. She wouldn't make another fight ever with him,there must be an end of every harshness.

11:30 am:
"i dont want to pile on bt cnt u send 1 smly? :)"
It was her usual way of talking with him and even in the situation of conflicts, they used to send smileys to each other as text messages to somehow show that their love is more stronger than these all uncertainties.
* no answer.

1:00 pm:
"shweetu, where r u?"
*still no answer.

6:00 pm:
"kya tu kbi mje smily ni send karega ab?"
*"i am busy somewhere, talk to you later"

after one hour:
"bta na?"
*no answer.

"thk h :("

after another one hour
"kya koi itney din tak aisey behave karta h?
What's my fault?tel me?
kya tu abi ni send kar sakta smily?

i want smilies

i want smilies

i want smilies
i want smilies"
*"u want smilies....
got now?"

gandi smilies kyuu bheji.........bta na.
do you want me to flow tears?....bta na...itney din tak!!!"

She was really in tears for the last 1 hours.It was her daily routine for the last one week when he left her.
*"go to hell"
"abi meri sans fast ho rahi h....ek smily mangi thi, i hate you!"
There was no messaging after that.Meera had made her phone in sleeping mode.She used to call it sleepy mode because it neither vibrate no ring on any call or message as if it is sleeping. She always used to do so whenever feel like shattered!
But after ten minutes she again watched her phone in some hope.
"I hate you too.goodbye!"

when the suffering had crossed its limit, every random thought became silent.There was some blood sheds in the garden thereafter near a body with massive injuries over the head and the plastic hut above the backyard was broken like Karan had broken the heart of Meera!

Room was still suffocated by a diary on study table with a broken nib above it and ink splitting on the wall in front of.

jan 15,2010:
11:00 pm I still love you!

P.S.:kuch aisey hi......:(
P.P.S.: I came to one interesting site while searching for picture for the post: . know your date of death here ;) ;)

Sunday, January 10, 2010

out of focus: minor project report

In the fifth semester of engineering we need to submit a minor project report that we had made during summer training.So I am posting my project report here just to give my juniors some idea and also for those who just love to enjoy not making any project at all and want so called "paki pakai khichdii". ;)

The project is minor and is based on "railway reservation system" and may contain many things that can be added further.

link to railway reservation minor project using core java

P.S.: now you guys know why I am so irregular on bloggers. Its study study study many times.:( Still I would like blogging whenever get time.So support me even if I am so unbalanced blogger :).

Friday, January 8, 2010

my broken days

Always at night I cry up

I weep without single tear

Holding my broken heart

Inside a broken person

I walk in broken streets

Holding your secrets inside

Secrets unable to tell anyone

Truths that must not revealed

All those fine moments

whilst we were the one

I dont want memorize now

Coz they were all ago broken

Then I see no shadow

Yes! My shadow left me too

As you left me alone to cry

In my dark- evil broken days!

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